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I feel alone. It's making me sick to my stomach. My body wants sleep. Future self wants sleep. Present self wants to talk. Go to sleep, little girl. No one wants to listen tonight. Not while you're like this. These feelings will be gone by morning, then you can have some company. Marvin, Bot and Dino are all you need right now. Xu will be in shortly to warm your feets. This will only last as long as it takes to forgive yourself. |
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I've never been worth writing about. I enter the room. Events occur. I exit the room. You go about your life. Never missed. No second thought. Still waiting by the window long after I arrive. |
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Glad the two of you made your decision. Since you didn't expect me to be a part of it, you can expect me to continue not being a part of it. Good luck with your endeavors. I'm not too upset about the $8400 anymore. I need Shan and Xu and to be away from you. |
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It's nothing plastic surgery won't fix. May I please kiss the next person I fuck? Every time we pass our stories back and forth, our two main characters fall in love. We change the setting and the plot but we always end up expressing our desires through the fiction. It's getting lame. Pirate bay is down. *shakes* need.illegal.downloads I can't belong to anyone. He still defragments my life. No more phone sex tonight, m'dear. My masty ended long ago. So many red dots. I want some more. Plafl mspllngs ftw!!!1! Is there really a polite way to ask to borrow someone's nipple clamps? So much crime occurring tonight. Flashing Lights lights lights. |
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I wish you were here so I could see what a douche you are in real life. You've been tricking me lately. You have convinced me that you have things to talk about besides how great you are. I cross the mind of someone with the busiest of lives. You pay the slightest attention to me. Congrats. I want you more than anyone right now. Now fuck off. We've been talking for years now. Mostly about you. I've heard about all your achievements, your failed relationships, your overly protective parents, your pathetic theories. Only recently have you taken any interest in me. You've always told me that I'm beautiful but there is so much I never revealed to you. But you never ask so you'll probably never know. I suppose I could continue lying. It will be our little secret. I know your feelings for me are limited. You would actually read this if you cared. Funny, you're too vain to know who you are. |
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Your wife was just like me. Someone young. Something new. Someone exciting. And then she turned into who I want to be. |
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I shake when I think about it. My arms and legs turn red and bubble up into large white welts. No one else seems affected by it. I can't convince myself that I'm ready. I'll never be ready at this point. If I had a better slide show, I'd feel more confident but I just can't find any information. I know it will be over soon. Tomorrow night can't come soon enough. Alcohol will make this go away but all I have for the next 30 hours is a pain in my stomach and a thousand ridiculous fears. This will not help me with my presentation. Please don't laugh at me. |
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Waking up hurts again. Inhaling smoke makes me vomit. Sex is exhausting and nauseating. Memories are best ignored. I'm sorry I can't be of more use. |