Broken Heater

Nov 5th, 2010 9:10:23 am - Subscribe
Mood: dejected

I keep having dreams where I'm being raped.
It makes my mornings frightening and kind of sick.
I can't take a shower without accidentally tearing scabs off. Trying not to scratch at the burning, stinging sensation of the water pouring over the prolonged abrasions.
I've had a cold since August.
I've gained weight.
Xu won't even sleep in the same room.
Loneliness has become a disease. The symptoms make the cure more difficult to find.

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