Deflated Mattress

Dec 12th, 2017 1:58:02 pm - Subscribe
Mood: tranquil

Lately things have been great. I wake up early and do little things to stay busy. I buy groceries, meal prep for the next few days, do dishes, put things away, do puzzles, yoga, drink countless cups of delicious tea, check the mirror to track my weight loss, enjoy the shows and hobbies that I put off while I was too sad to focus. As I leave for work in the evening, I look around my apartment and think "I'm nailing this."

I write down positive affirmations and short term goals. I'm rested and content. I'm ready for visitors at any given moment.

Not today.

Today my insides are screaming. I'm exhausted and lonely. I can't even get in the shower so I just washed my bangs to look presentable for work. I probably smell bad. Nothing is wrong or different. I'm just not okay today. And that is okay.

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d8mtr - December 17th, 2017
It is okay to be not okay. This too shall pass and you will be back to nailing it.
PS. I just realized I could probably come off as a stalker since I comment on all your posts and hoping I don't. :|


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