One Sweet Girl to Ease My Mind

Jun 22nd, 2008 4:22:11 am - Subscribe
Mood: disconnected

I'm schnockered.

Schrameered, really.

THis will not be as intelligent when I wake.

Lifting my arms is difficult. Why doesn't he want to talk to me? Other than the fact that he knows I want him oh so much and he's made this decision to persue some much more beautiful girl.

I'm not upset.

At least I'm not acting like it. I'm totally playing it off. I'm drinking away the pain.

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Why do I always feel the urge to type lyrics to songs I'm listening to?

I just discovered a bug in my hair.

I'm listening to N*sync and it sounds pretty deep.

BAhahahahaha.

So all these kids were here and I'm so drunk and they're like, yeah we're leaving and I'm like can I come? and lucas was all no and I'm pissed but its okay because I'd just regret it in the morning.

I can't wait to read this tomorrow after work and be like, wow, douchebags.

Lying in your arms, so close together, didn't know just what I had.

Fucking n*sync, dude.

This song is about my life.

Today I was driving to work listening to "Fer Sure" by Medic Droid and I'm like, this is about me and Josh.

Am I over him yet?

No.

I have to meet someone WAY better. And that will pretty much never happen.

I hate this shit.

"I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died; if I never loved, I never would have cried"

Fuck you, Simon and Garfunkel.

I'd kill to go back to that state of mind.

Oh so crazy. Lalalalala.

Please, Lord. Send me someone to spoon my troubles away.

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