Resolved with Pizza

Jan 29th, 2010 1:18:07 pm - Subscribe
Mood: alone

It's so easy to start a fight because I know how simple it is to resolve it.

"Wanna split a pizza?"

I don't understand what is so difficult about being apart. I imagine it's the familiarity aspect of it.

Any other day I would be sitting on the couch, like I am now, surfing, watching tv, coming up with dinner ideas, scolding Xu, and basically relaxing.

So why is this any different? Because I don't have the option of leaving. I'm out of gas and he's not here to help me out. If I get bored I don't have anyone to pester. I think of things to say but have no one to say them to.

No one to cook dinner for.
No one to dress up for.
No reason to straighten my hair.
No reason to shave.
No where to go.
No one to look at.

This is why it's hard. This has nothing to do with him. I'm just alone.

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