The skyline of Hays is only dirt on my window.

Dec 20th, 2010 1:51:55 am - Subscribe
Mood: addicted

I love the intensity. The strange adventures and weed. For some reason his gauges and tattoos turn me on. Actually those are the only things that turn me on about him. He's fucking hot. He has a great body and rugged features that would have made me so horny as a kid. I'm sure a lot of stupid girls would fight me for him. Unfortunately, I'm no longer fifteen.

He was my teenage dream, Katy Perry. Every once in a while when I'm totally bored with him, I try to imagine how teen Rachel would have felt to be with him but I can only see it from the outside. Some pathetic, skinny girl who feels sorry for herself and some 30 year old kid trying to make her feel special.

Creepy.

God I'm glad he snores. It's like a special alarm clock that brings you back to reality. Sometimes I wish I could just be stupid so I could be happy with someone like him. Perhaps I could smoke myself into such a state.


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femmeemo - December 21st, 2010
Its amazing what we can self-dilude into. Hiding in the safety of the appearance of another.

I am so shallow- I make look puddles look deep... and yet I never seem good enough for me. Disgusting. Disgusting conflicting self worth. Too good for everyone, and yet... not good enough for anyone.

My 16 year old self would be SO PROUD.
-A.


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