Tofu Pie

Mar 12th, 2011 3:42:44 pm - Subscribe
Mood: toxic

Wake up alone. In my own bed, clean, sober, rested. No pain. No pink hand prints. No bite marks. Next to Xumonster. Next to New Walter. Find enough money in my wallet for breakfast. Go into a long day of work, leave with enough money to buy some fast food and a big soda for a late lunch. Arrive to an empty home. Free of strangers, free of fake laughter, free of dogs. Shower. Clean again. Beautiful again. Lost five pounds. Popsicle. Snuggles with Xu. Filth on TV. No six hour nap. Productivity.

My fantasies have gotten much simpler with age.

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