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Jan 31st, 2011 8:20:43 pm - Subscribe
Mood: cuddly

I finally went to that english class after a week of skipping it due to nerves. It went surprisingly well and I hope that's enough to keep me on the right track. Maybe instead of being afraid of that guy in class, I should attempt to impress him.

Or I could recognize that I have less than nothing to offer and continue getting fucked up and sleeping with losers to pass time.

I thought I was getting used to the whole not sleeping thing but I passed out around one and woke up at 6:30. My afternoon no longer exists and I hope that I can sleep tonight.

Josh's party was amazing aside from the fact that he drank too damn much and turned into the drama queen that he is. I don't know what all I drank or smoked but I'm not jonsing right now so I don't consider that night a relapse of any sort.

Scott Eschbaugh knew I was related to Eric when he heard my laugh. We talked about him for quite some time. I have no idea what a 30 year old is doing hanging out with a bunch of kids but asking might have been rude. I guess it's not too big of an age difference. Everyone has kids these days. I wonder if my parents ever had to hire a sitter to go get plastered.

Ben gave me Ashlinn's number for an hour. I'm pretty sure it was just a series of ones. This was before he passed out and puked all over himself.

Finally Frank.

I'm feeling surprisingly well despite the freezing weather. I'm ready to move somewhere warm for a while. I wish I had a really good job where I could move south for the winter.

I wish I didn't smoke. I enjoy listening to the wind. Smoking ruins it.

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