Various Sighs and Spiraling Eyes

Mar 23rd, 2009 10:32:36 pm - Subscribe
Mood: repulsed

"I didn't even go to work today, know why?"
Blank stare.
"I just wanted to get drunk. I'm really drunk right now, I just said fuck it."

I'm not even going to bother. I'll just let Shan deal with it.

My stomach has been killing me. My diet kind of sucks right now. I'm sad and sexcrazed. I sleep 6 hours every afternoon in addition to all the sleep I get at night. I feel pretty much worthless. I dropped a class halfway through the semester. I've been making cheesy playlists to cruise around to later. Lame and expensive therapy. I need gas. I don't have to eat for the rest of the month.

So much money owed.
I'm doing fine, I swear.

Get off of Chelsea's facebook. She's not coming home. No, she doesn't miss you.

Fallout Boy sucks. Why am I listening to this? Fuck. It makes me feel like rocking out. I used to do that in my empty dorm room. I must be hell to live with. I need a place by myself. Some rustic house in the middle of no where, surrounded by trees and animals.

A bridge piercing would be nice if I had some money or a roommate with a dire need to shove needles in me.

I should read Exodus or something.

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