We can't fix her.

Nov 14th, 2010 2:29:11 am - Subscribe

I don't know what I did to cause everyone to give up on me. I've driven everyone away with every attempt to keep them close. Everyone I've ever cared about moved far away from me. Xanax calms the nerves but it won't bring my loved ones back. It won't retract my mistakes. It won't stop the tears. It won't keep me warm.

I've caused so much.
I've cost so much.

This is clarity. My existence is meaningless. I'll wake up, go about my day, my mind too clouded to know I need to go.

Vengeful slumber. Torturous depictions of the past. Fall calmly into another day.

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