What's it going to be then, eh?

Jan 6th, 2011 8:12:52 pm - Subscribe
Mood: changed

My being is a product of free will
but my brain is completely mechanistic.
malleate
mold
manage
modify
manipulate
None of this is me. I was not born with a purpose, a mission, an obligation.
I am a piece of clay.
Whatever the world wants me to be, that is who I become.
Shaped to fit with you.
So simple. Just don't make me choose.
Don't force me to make a mature decision.
Don't rush this.
Let me have my fun.
I love you but you will lose.
This is so much easier with your pills.
Society did this to me.
My family did this to me.
Pills did this to me.
My responsibility is to let go because I cannot control my actions.
I have a choice and that choice is to not choose.
I choose mechanism.

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