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Jan 2nd, 2005 6:21:39 pm - Subscribe

this past week i went to austin...
i met some amazing people and got to see some amazing people i already knew...

such as...sarah, justin aka johnny depp, emory, jenny, rebecca, chris, jimmy, matt, jenny, katy, brett, sarah, and lots of other people...

i had an amazing week and i just want to thank anyone who helped make it that way...i dont know what i would do if i didnt have all of you in my life...

...also i have to go to school tuesday...blah..i hate it...

and im about to go to barnes and noble...(wish i had a borders)...and wal-mart..

much love...
Jennifer
mood: vacant
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blah...

Jan 2nd, 2005 4:27:56 am - Subscribe

God bless the daylight,
The sugary smell of springtime,
Remembering when you were mine,
In a still suburban town.
When every Thursday,
I'd brave those mountain passes,
And you'd skip your early classes,
And we'd learn how our bodies worked.

Goddamn the black night,
With all its foul temptations,
I've become what I always hated,
When I was with you there.
We looked like giants,
In the back of my grey sub-compact,
Fumbling to make contact,
As the others slept inside.

And together there,
In the shroud of frost,
The mountain air began to pass
Through every pane of weathered glass,
And I held you closer
than anyone would ever get.

Do you remember the JAMC?
And reading aloud from magazines?
I don't know about you,
But I'd swear on my name,
They could smell it on me.
And I've never been too good with secrets,
(No...)

All together there,
In a shroud of frost,
The mountain air began to pass
Through every pane of weathered glass,
And I held you closer...

We Looked like Giants
-DCFC
mood: confined
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.....

Dec 26th, 2004 10:06:34 pm - Subscribe

[x] i hate all the poems you wrote for me
[x] i hate all the flowers you drew
[x] i hate how your too perfect
[x] i hate how you think im beautiful
[x] i hate how you never told me how you felt
[x] i hate how your so shy around me
[x] i hate how your not like every othere guy
[x] i hate how i dont know why i dont want to be with you
mood: hateful
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fuck me

Dec 25th, 2004 4:53:10 pm - Subscribe

its funny how the people i need the most right now just dont give a fuck..

i cant figure anything out these days...why is life so flippin confusing??

I hate emotions. Im a fuckin time bomb just waiting to come undone. Around people im happy and whenever i get to be by myself, you might as well call me suicidal. Im not suicidal or anything...I just hate life. My mom thinks I have depression problems. what does she know anyway. Why cant I just be happy..do i always have to feel this empty and alone? Im coming close to resorting to one thing..I dont want to do it though. There has to be something else..
mood: emotional
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...christmas

Dec 24th, 2004 4:18:47 am - Subscribe

im finally done with christmas shopping!!
...would have been done last week except my "wonderful" aunt that is visiting from florida decided yesterday that it would be great to grab names out of a hat and have a gift exchange so ya that meant more shopping...it wast to bad i guess...

...im so excited im going to austin on tuesday to see my friends that went to UT this past fall semester...they are great...

im also excited about my mom getting me Napoleon Dynamite for christmas..oops im not suppose to know about that o well...

ok well thats about it i will leave you with some Death Cab for Cutie song lyrics...

"The New Year"

So this is the new year.
And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance (in the distance).

So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For selfl assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions

So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
As thirty dialogues bleed into one

I wish the world was flat like the old days
Then i could travel just by folding a map
No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
There'd be no distance that can hold us back.

There'd be no distance that could hold us back

So this is the new year

mood: shaken
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