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sunday morning....
Date: Apr 3rd, 2005 4:13:30 pm - Subscribe
Mood: thrilled


lol, thas like a song anyways, heres my whole day so far!
I woke up and had to convince my dad to let me go to Francisco's church, finally he said ok, by then it was like 9am, and my sister was still sleeping, and she said she didnt want to take me..well I didnt want to get all upset and start crying(ok maybe I did, lol)so I kept getting ready to go anyways, incase we went to a diff. church, a closer one...so my sister gets up like at 9:05 and hops into the shower(not literally, lol), then when shes done she comes and tells me that If I still want to go than she'll take me...so I'm all excited now, and I tell francisco and he is also....so ahh! he is soo awesome, lol, lil brake in my story, he's at the beach right now sending me pics, lol, its soooo pretty, I wish i was there with him really bad.. ok back to the story.....lol, ok 10am rolls around(his church starts at 10:30)and my sister and I are out in the carn about to leave, but then she calls her bf to see If he wanted to come w/us..he syas yes and that we have to wait for him...so i start texting Francisco and telling him were going to be late, and that I'm really sry and all..He says its ok, it doesnt matter when I get there, so long as eventually I'm there..which is reallyreally sweet...so 10:30 comes and finally my sisters bf eddie gets here, and I like run out to his car...well my sisters like all "I dont know if we should still go, were gonna be really late, and walk in and everyone will stare at us" but this Is why I love eddie, soooooo much, lol, he still took me to Franciscos church(eddie, *hug*)anyways...So we finally get to church at like 11:15, lol, which is soo not cool, but oh well, the point is we went...anywho, we sat up in like the top story of the sanctuary, and I saw mizter Francisco sitting below in the front row...I was so nervous, seriously, lol, because he's like everything I want/wanted, plus more...its really amazing...but yeah..so after the pastor said his last prayer, and church was over, we walked down the stairs and there he was...standing there, oh it was so beautiful*tears*..lol, okokok, so that just sounded interesting to say, hehe* ....so we walked down the stairs, and wel he was standing there, and he smiled really big, and I mean I couldnt help smiling back, and I actually hid behind eddie, thats how weird I am, lol...so Francisco came up and he shook eddies hand and Katies...and then he hugged me!! he really hugged me*sigh*....yeah, and then he intraduced me to some of his pees, and he talked to me...yeah as you can tell, lol, I'm..falling for him..which is not a bad thing...just I wasn't supposed to...but hes so sweet, and such a gentleman, and just, so amazing!!! I can't help it....yeah, and he hugged me 2 other times....and I honestly didnt want him to let go, because I was terrified that I'd be dreaming, and that he isnt real, and once he let go I'd wake up...well I havent yet, but I'm still kinda expecting to...so yeah, now im just sitting here, thinking about him, and how God is so wonderful, and how blessed I am....and waiting fer mizter Francisco to text me, or call me or e-mail me...or anything, lol....yeah This is kinda long...so I'll end it now....*hug* to everyone reading it!
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oh dear.....I\'m falling for him, lol
Date: Apr 2nd, 2005 1:25:42 pm - Subscribe
Mood: gleeful


yup, just like the subject says, lol, I'm falling fer mizter Francisco...which My phsycologist told me not to do, he said i should evaluate sisco first....well, hehe* I'm kinda forgetting to do that...but I'm sooo happy, because I get to go see him tomorrow! But at the same time I'm kinda scared that I'll get all shy, and not say anything, and that he won't really like me at all....*sigh* the complecations....but seriously, he's not like any other guy I'v met..well, lol, He's like all these guys I used to like combined into one, minus all the bad stuff......its just like amazing, he's amazing, lol...and I can't even get him off my mind, lol, which is cool kinda, but at the same time, not really...because I mean I dont want to become obsessed..but he's just so awesome, that I don't mind being obsessed...and ok, I'm not making any sence...oh my aunt is doind alot better by the way, lol....and I'll stop right now, francisco's at work...I cant wait to talk to him again!!!!! lol, wow, yeah, I'm falling fast and hard
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conversation w/Francisco
Date: Apr 1st, 2005 5:24:18 pm - Subscribe
Mood: cuddly


o'm gosh this is the conversation i just had with him...he iss soooo sweet, lol


nobodys_promise05: sooooooo, mizter Francisco
sisco2k2: yes?
nobodys_promise05: what exactly are your intentions with me?
nobodys_promise05:
sisco2k2: welll
sisco2k2: i am really interested in u very. i can say right now that i want to be with u for a long time and that is how i feel, i feel that u are always with me through the day because ur picture is on my phone, i feel like no matter wat u go through and wat i go through we would be together through spirit, and i think God called me to you and u to me. And i have had my heart broken and i feel that u would never break my heart and i know that i would never hurt or break ur heart
nobodys_promise05: awwwwwwwwwwww, im speechless
nobodys_promise05: lol
nobodys_promise05:
nobodys_promise05: and thinking about maybe crying
nobodys_promise05:
sisco2k2: wat do u think
sisco2k2: ?
sisco2k2: that was the first time i have ever said anything like that
nobodys_promise05: lol
nobodys_promise05: wellll
nobodys_promise05: thats kind of a good thing
nobodys_promise05: in a weird sorta way
nobodys_promise05: cause personally, I wouldnt want you telling that to every girl you meet
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hehe, im soo weird, lol
Date: Apr 1st, 2005 1:32:50 pm - Subscribe
Mood: adored


ok so, he asked me out oficially last night, but I didn't give him an answer *sigh*...I jsut wasnt sure what to say, because I mean I'd love to go out with him, very much so...but I'm not sure thats what God would want me to do...so I'm just praying about it right now...but yeah, I'm going to his church on sunday, or i better be at least, lol...oh dear, that was me padre on the phone, telling me to get off the internet, so I'll write more later, God bless...
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randomness
Date: Mar 31st, 2005 11:09:44 am - Subscribe
Mood: amazed


Ok so this is going to sound weird, lol, I met this guy online like 2 days ago, and we kinda clicked, and a big plus is that my sister, and my sisters bf both approve of him...He lives like 45 minutes away from me, which is really cool, another really big factor is He's CHRISTIAN!!!! Where only friends right now, and in a weird sort of way,he kinda asked me out last night, lol, or actually I'm not really sure if he did....But anyways, I would love to go out with him! But I'm not sure If thats what God would want me to do..and In fact, I'm not sure if I can handle a relationship..I have this fear that God is going to take away people that I love, and thats why I'm scared to get to involved with him *half smile*....but this guy is reallyreally nice, and he seems like someone I wouldnt be afriad to bring home to meet my family...which is another great thing, lol....also, He's only kissed one girl one time, and he said that it didnt feel right, he's never done drugs, or smoked, or drank or anything esle like that, which is really awesome! Ok, so I'm trying to get my sisters bf to take me to this guy's(his names francisco, but ima call him sisco, k?lol)church on sunday, and then sisco wants to go the drive in movies like on april 8th, which is cool, he's never been to the drive in movies, lol, except fer when he was really little...anywho, so yeah, my life story....Oh and I went to church last night! very cool, although, I only talked to 2 people, only 1 of them really though, hehe* I didn't exactly know anyone else, or i knew them, just didnt know* them..ok thats confusing and I'll stop now
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