Rape
Date: Jun 19th, 2005 2:19:48 pm - Subscribe
Mood: intoxicated


Fickle
Trickle
Tears that run
Slowly
Quickly
(Just to young)
Love
Hate
War
And peace
A piece
A piece
A piece
(of me)
Memory
Never More
Running For
Forever Gone
Obliviate
Elminate
Fucking Hate
Cut
Cut
Slash
Fears
Pills
Passion
Crush
Crushes
Crushing
Crash
Stare
Stun
blush
Blush
Don't speak
NO, hush
Shiver
Tremble
Fawn
And WEEP

A piece
A piece
A piece
(of me)
Scream
Shake
Silent Fear
No one
Nothing
Dissapear
Dreaming
Drumming
Running
Free
A piece
A piece
A piece
(of me)
Attack
Refute
Omit
Abuse
Submit
Conclude
Shove
Pull
Take
Stealing
Wanting
Breaking
Flaunting
Schemimg
Screaming
Let me be
Wheres your piece?
A piece
A piece
A piece
(of me)
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Empty Empty Glass Half Full
Date: May 24th, 2005 5:10:50 pm - Subscribe
Mood: ack! Haggardified
Music: Because You Killed Me, by (I have forgotten who... ack!)

Soooooooo.... I am trying to date Moises (really I am)... But if feels so hollow whenever we talk.

He is more into himself than anyone I know.
He is more into me than I am into him.
He is younger maturity-wise than I am.
He has already started the wedding planning (note: we started dating two days ago).


And I am just to busy to ever see him. So I am left with only one choice: I must break it off.

After having something so beautiful with Andrew, I just can't settle. I just WON'T settle. I truly love Andrew, to this day. And a taste of settled sea salt makes a person gag.

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Christie\'s Rant 5/20/05
Date: May 22nd, 2005 10:11:08 am - Subscribe
Mood: unmotivated
Music: Promise, by Pedro the Lion

Christie's Rant 5/20/05


ERG! Okay the latest annoyance that has caught my attention are people who misspell the fricken word "and." It is three letters long, not to hard to remember and it's not that bloody exerting on your fingers you retards.


Or how about the morons who will sit there and WrItE LyK tHiS. Grow up and find somethin else to waste your time with that doesn't hurt everyone's eyes. (May I suggest cliff diving?)


We just can't forget about people who will message you lke ths: omg i cn't frggn bleve it! Holy crap, it takes me less time to type full words and sentence, complete my thoughts and be done with talking than it does trying to abbreviate everything into an understandable pattern.


To conclude... If you are going to message me, do not do any of the above, or I may find some creative way to bring you down to a normal state of consciousness where you aren't typing at hyperspeed and you aren't as lazy as a sloth.


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Eh.
Date: May 22nd, 2005 12:16:28 am - Subscribe
Mood: split


Empty spiraled pages
Twirled around my thoughts
As if breathing weren't enough
Haggard and slow

My dream museum of nightmares
Established and productive
Oh and Horror movies scare you?
Relive my life.

Continuum, that's what it screams
Discontent, not at all
Regret, oh he said--she said: go away
Patience, maybe an ounce or ton

Thankfully he helped
Me save myself
From myself
And all else

Not that I can remember daily
Sorry for the ingracious memorandum
My sticky-note unstuck
And my message machine overflowed

Fast food pellegra
And hot and dirty lives
Wow excitement with a negative savings account
False joy manicuring the hundreds

Genuine people
In plastic molds
Pressed and cleaned
Boy things have changed

Limitless is my joy
For the sake of survival
Genuinity is my drink
Oh I'm giddy with paunch.

Feed that to me
Ridilin kid
I can't take no more
Of this bs.
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Oh my!!!?
Date: May 22nd, 2005 12:01:55 am - Subscribe
Mood: gag me on a highspeed blender
Music: What\'s this?, on the Nightmare Before Christmas Soundtrack, by Tim Burton

Today I got my teeth cleaned at the dentist and was told for the billionth time "You're teeth are beautiful, but they would look even greater if you got braces..."
Wow, commercials not convincing enough people for yah?

Then I prepared to go the Y so that I could work out but my mom was a little to tired (but not tired enough to go shopping with my sister, sigh).

But I think the coolest and scariest thing that happened today was that Moises finally voiced that he likes me. That happens to be Mystery boy in one of my past entries. He thought he would have absolutely no chance, and I want to give him one, it's just hard. After Andrew and all... And Moises isn't someone I typically would date. (Eh, hello, an ex-model anyone?).

We'll see.

Memories come up that are preventative to my sleep, but eventually I will get over them.
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