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Rape

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 14:19:48 -0500

Fickle Trickle Tears that run Slowly Quickly (Just to young) Love Hate War And peace A piece A piece A piece (of me) Memory Never More Running For Forever Gone Obliviate Elminate Fucking Hate Cut Cut Slash Fears Pills Passion Crush Crushes Crushing Crash Stare Stun blush Blush Don't speak NO, hush Shiver Trembl... Read More

Empty Empty Glass Half Full

Tue, 24 May 2005 17:10:50 -0500

Soooooooo.... I am trying to date Moises (really I am)... But if feels so hollow whenever we talk. He is more into himself than anyone I know. He is more into me than I am into him. He is younger maturity-wise than I am. He has already started the wedding planning (note: we started dating two days ago). And I am just to busy to ever see... Read More

Christie\'s Rant 5/20/05

Sun, 22 May 2005 10:11:08 -0500

Christie's Rant 5/20/05 ERG! Okay the latest annoyance that has caught my attention are people who misspell the fricken word "and." It is three letters long, not to hard to remember and it's not that bloody exerting on your fingers you retards. Or how about the morons who will sit there and WrItE LyK tHiS. Grow up an... Read More

Eh.

Sun, 22 May 2005 00:16:28 -0500

Empty spiraled pages Twirled around my thoughts As if breathing weren't enough Haggard and slow My dream museum of nightmares Established and productive Oh and Horror movies scare you? Relive my life. Continuum, that's what it screams Discontent, not at all Regret, oh he said--she said: go away Patience, maybe an ounce or ton Than... Read More

Oh my!!!?

Sun, 22 May 2005 00:01:55 -0500

Today I got my teeth cleaned at the dentist and was told for the billionth time "You're teeth are beautiful, but they would look even greater if you got braces..." Wow, commercials not convincing enough people for yah? Then I prepared to go the Y so that I could work out but my mom was a little to tired (but not tired enough to go shopping with... Read More

ARGH oh yesterday was a trial.

Fri, 20 May 2005 13:14:13 -0500

Oh Jesus did as I asked when I prayed yesterday morning. "Lord test me please, I am praying for trials to help me grow with you Lord. Mature my patience and wisdom." First I almost got in a fight because La Mount made Jill cry. But I was nice and simply asked why he had to be such a jackass (hey it's used in the Bible), and what had she eve... Read More

Lonliness is Conformist.

Wed, 18 May 2005 16:56:12 -0500

Blue lips and glazed eyes This oxygen escaped too early... One more chance to find the direliction, Please Oh Please! Sunshine and the distinct flavor of menthol Never gained the dying old redemption. Yes, David was to become king but Thirteen years of waiting; Oh to get something young... I suppose dancing in the streets Is somethi... Read More

Various Conversations Pt. 1

Tue, 17 May 2005 19:56:40 -0500

I have had so many unique and lesson-teaching conversations that I thought maybe I should put them up This conversation will remain anonymous to protect the unmeaserably private individual who participated ^ Cool. SO what kind of things are you attached to? *feelings, pain, a person, a thing, affection, an... Read More

Letters I Wrote But Never Sent Pt.3: The Andrew Files

Tue, 17 May 2005 19:22:53 -0500

Here is another continued from the previous entry... When I see you again... I'm going to hold you and never let go I'm going to kiss your forhead and thank God you're unharmed I'm going to look into your eyes for eternity until it is engraved on the back of my cornea I'm going to run to you I'm going to cry (no doubts here) I'm g... Read More

Letters I Wrote But Never Sent Pt.2: The Andrew Files

Tue, 17 May 2005 19:13:49 -0500

Andrew and I were together in a very wierd way... I met him and we were insperable for a week... then we kept in contact over the phone.. I wrote him a million and two letters but the real ones I wrote were the ones I wrote after he told me he loved me. If you read my early blogs, you will find that I said my real emo moments were with him. Th... Read More