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Oh hey, blog. What's up? Just me, or am I posting less and less nowadays? It's that damn school. Or probably Tumblr. Anyway. I've been thinking about death a lot recently, which sounds really morbid, but you know. It's only because I've recently developed a weird obsession with Heath Ledger. I'm really emotionally attached to him for some reason. Like, I just don't understand why God would let something so awful happen to someone so sweet and good and who had so many plans. He was so young. And what about his daughter? She will never know her real father. And it makes me so sad and angry. I can't even talk about it because I start crying really hard. I even started crying today when I was just watching an interview with him and Michelle and he was asked what being a new dad was like and he said "I fall deeper and deeper in love with both of my girls." And I just don't understand what kind of god would let such a good, promising life end like that. I just wish someone could fucking explain it to me. |
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YES. My hiccups are finally gone! Thank God. Okay, so, hello. I don't really have a lot to say, but then I never do, so. I've been keeping like a real-life-on-paper-actual-stuff-I-think-about diary lately. Which is weird, because I've never done that before. I've had loads of journals that I've only written in once or twice but I never really write stuff that matters. I just found out that apparently Bob is leaving My Chemical Romance? Kind of a rumor as of right now, but whaaat? I mean, Bob wasn't exactly my favorite or anything, but still. That's so sad. Okay, I really have nothing to say. This is a crappy blog. Right then. |
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So, I'm watching Titanic. I hate this goddamn movie. But it's one of my favorites. I just wish it ended right before they hit the iceberg. Or maybe just once the boat didn't sink. Or Jack lived instead of Rose. Or they both lived. Gaahh. Damn. I love the first two hours, but after that it just makes me so depressed. The first half just knocks me out, but the second half depresses me, it really does. My favorite part is when Jack and Rose go to the party and are doing that thing where you hold hands and spin around. I don't know, they just look so happy and I wish they could stay like that. It just sucks that I know what's going to happen. UGH. Every single time I see this movie I just think what if. What if she had stayed on the first boat? Maybe he would have lived. What if he had climbed on the piece of wood with her? HE WOULD HAVE FUCKING LIVED. I just hate when people like that die. I always have to remind myself that it's just a movie. |