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Nov 17th, 2009 2:00:28 pm - Subscribe |
| Gahhh. Growing up is a weird subject for me. Growing up is like the thing I think about most. I'm so afraid of it, but I want to so bad. Like, what happens when I grow up? It's the uncertainty that scares me. But also I just want to be able to do what I want. My whole life I've been forced into doing almost everything I've ever done. And I never enjoy it. And I never look back at it and say, "I'm so glad you forced me into that, Mom and Dad!" Because you know what? The thing they made me do looks just as sucky and unnecessary in retrospect. And I feel like I've wasted my life being pushed around. And it sucks even more because I know that I've been pushed around and I can't do a damn thing about it because guess who the pushers are. That's right, dear old Mom and Dad. And sure, I could just not listen to them or whatever, but honestly, where does that get me? Probably in a women's shelter eventually. God, it makes me so angry. I don't even have the words. |
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| mood: frustrated music: Do Better by Say Anything |
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