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Thoughts From A Child

Thu, 05 May 2011 17:53:42 -0500

Everyone is so impressed with young people that are "all grown up." But I don't want to fucking grow up. And I don't know that I ever will. But see, in 5 or 10 years, whether I want to or not, I'll probably turn into a "grown-up." And I don't mean like legally or physically an adult, but my maturity level will slowly rise until I become one. And I ... Read More

The world doesn't move the way you want it sometimes

Mon, 10 Jan 2011 20:07:02 -0600

Well, well, well. If it isn't Aeonity. It feels weird to be on here, like I've changed a lot since I last posted anything. Have I? I don't know, I don't remember my last post. I'll go look at it. Ohh. Well the road trip thing doesn't really count as a post. I guess I've just been saying what I've been doing lately. Huh. I'm dull. And too tired... Read More

Longest post I've ever made.

Sun, 05 Dec 2010 00:04:01 -0600

losethatshadow: Let's go on a road trip, yeah? I know we never actually will, but we can plan it and make ourselves miserable. Yeaaaaaahhhh. andrewfbaxter: Hahaha. losethatshadow: Okay, well, on our hypothetical road trip, what kind of car should we go in? andrewfbaxter: Where would we hypothetically stay? Parkinglots... Read More

Accomplishments are transient

Sun, 14 Nov 2010 12:52:17 -0600

Hm...what should I blog about? See, blogs are for people who have something to say on a regular basis. Why did I even start this in the first place? I guess I could just talk about what I did this weekend. Wednesday was the last day of school this week, because we had Thursday and Friday off. So I watched Sweeney Todd with Jill, Marina, Rachel,... Read More

A ticket costs only your mind.

Sun, 07 Nov 2010 01:20:46 -0600

So I'm feeling weird and hazy right now. This might be a weird post, I don't know. I guess I could just tell you about my day. My first real teenager day. I mean, I've been a teenager for a while now but I didn't really feel like it. But today I went to the beach with Jill and Hannah and Hannah's crush-sort-of-guy Shane and his friend Derek. The... Read More

The only sound in my head was a dying cricket in a jar.

Sun, 31 Oct 2010 00:23:24 -0500

I've been feeling very something lately... Not a good kind of something. Actually, it might be the absence of something. Except exhaustion. Not just physically, but mentally, emotionally, all that shit. I'm just weirded out by everything. And I've lost hope in everything. And I know I'll be all happy tomorrow because it's Halloween, but it'll be... Read More

Deck. We are the deck. This deck counted to infinity, and back down to one.

Sat, 16 Oct 2010 15:15:34 -0500

So hey. I'm feeling kind of groggy right now, but in a good way. Not a talk-to-me-and-I'll-rip-your-head-off way, more like a whoo-lets-party sort of way, except not that party-ish. Apparently a run-on-sentence sort of way. Anyway, this week went by so slowly. But I talked to Andrew, and for some reason I have peace of mind now. I don't worry ab... Read More

This is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.

Mon, 04 Oct 2010 23:45:06 -0500

So this is what I did today: I woke up, feeling like death. Went to zero period and... I'm not sure I did anything but sit around. And then we had an hour because it was modified day and zero period kids don't get to sleep in, they just get to wake up at the same time and sit around for an hour after zero before first because schools are EVIL. S... Read More

Did I disappoint you?

Wed, 22 Sep 2010 23:48:00 -0500

I was at a New Year's party but it was 1945 or something but it didn't seem like it. Everyone was all modern and normal. But it was like a minute or two until midnight and I was standing by myself waiting for Sasha, Hannah and Andrew. And then it was midnight and everyone was hugging and kissing and singing and whatnot, but they never showed up... Read More

In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die.

Sat, 18 Sep 2010 17:04:45 -0500

I've been thinking about how similar we are, but in different stages. You are you, I am me, and she is herself. But I was you once, and so was she. And then she was me, and now she is herself. So it stands to reason that soon enough you will be me, I will be her, and...who knows who she'll be. And eventually you will be her, who knows who I'll b... Read More