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Andi you're a...	Aug 7th, 2008 7:21:22 pm - Subscribe
SSSTTAAAAAARR! I'm mopey. I'm happy. I'm disinterested. I don't know what I am. Andrea. Lately, I find that I have secluded myself from friends and family. It was lonely, but now... Now its cumbersome. Start new work soon, this year will be my definitive. I will finally have the time to see what I really want. If it includes Edmonton, if it includes more school, if it even includes my friends and family. I find my nature purely parasitic, and because of it, I feel I have ruined many friendships, and many opportunities. I will not do this any more. I desire the old Andrea. The Andrea who dressed like a hobo, and didn't try to come across as sophisticated and mature by trying to dress the part... Who still nerded up comic book stores, and read books for FUN, and didn't try to sound pointed and witty while discussing the finer points of Klimt and Titian's artistic careers. I keep pretending to be someone, hoping that's who I'll end up being. ~~~ When will I just learn to be me, and leave the acting to the primadonnas.... -
I Feel: Sweaty. I Hear: Andy You're a Star- The Killers	(4) postcard(s)

	xbang_bang	August 10th, 2008
	Ugh I know exactly how you feel with the whole acting and keeping up face, don't let it carry you away be yourself because there's is no one more beautiful than who you really are.

	anonymous	August 11th, 2008
	Can't we all just be ourselves? Of course not. Keeping up appearances means surviving in this society. I'm yet to find crowd of me. People don't seem to appreciate others who aren't exactly like them. Even those with open minds feel everyone else should be as open-minded as they. The best advice I could give is: be yourself. Yet, this makes me a hypocrite as I find myself losing my identity in this world.

	runawaykid	August 12th, 2008
	i know what how you feel. i spent the last year trying to be someone who im really not, only to realise that while it feels bad when people dont like you for who you are, it feels even worse when they hate you for who youre really arent. haha anyway, im in grade 12 now haha been like what, a year since i last blogged haha, how you been?

	deathcab4u	August 21st, 2008
	HAI. Remember muah? Yeah. Well I need to sleep but I can't wait to see how some of the old posters are doing.

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