WHAT AN AWESOME EVENING!!

Nell and I reunited after about twelve long days of separation...It was memorable.

I went to the campus and paid some money to the greedy system and got my scholarship paper filled out, and then met up with Nell!

We did some montage-ing. I bought happy summer clothing. And we had Shirley Temples and Phanang Chicken Curry. Mmm, Thai.

Then we attempted to get ice cream.

BIG MISTAKE.

The hockey game just got out, they won. It was almost riot-like. So we bought slush, found a kiddie cart that had a bad that said

"DO NOT PUT CHILD IN BAG"

Hehe. We chased bunnies and stole Alkaline Trio posters off of poles. It was magical.

That's real friendship. When you can push your bestfriend across a street in a red cart that is painted like goofy alien.

Hmm...Happiness.

With broken arrows...
We will overcome.

The new CD is magic. But my lousy local CD shoppe sure didn't have 'Yes, Virginia'. Only ordered one copy? Pfft.

Sigh, it's okay. I spent the last of my little bit of money on shoes for my brother and some reggae/ ska sounds as well as the new Thursday album.

May is a good month for Birthdays AND Music.
May is just a good month.


I've had an angular and mopey day. I helped the little one with his eight grade homework. Yay for scalene triangles and polygons! I am...lonely? Maybe, maybe that isn't the right word. I'm not sure, something doesn't feel right. Hmm.


I watched RENT tonight, not bad. Not bad at all...

Hehe, I danced in my front window all morning while cleaning. It seems we haven't dusted or mopped in ages.

I am working on rearranging my room today, Dad is going to rebuild me a base for my bed. YAY!

I am in love, in love with the new Thursday album. Truely work divine. Hmmm...

But I should keep this brief, I have a deferred English final tomorrow that I should attempt to study for. Ha, Study!

And make me out to be a grown-up.

I had a lovely day, besides the part of waking up early and writing a final.

English final=Not bad...(forgot what Denoumont was, god I am such a loser.)

Then I got on the wrong bus and made happy small-talk with a good looking fellow. Odd how these things transpire, and I bought Bus Tickets! Yes! No more scrounging for bus fare...

Pretty low-key day, it was beautiful outside. Mom went out with Dad, had a couple drinks and then stubbed her toe (she lost half of the top of the nail) so I drove and picked up greasy happy post-exam food. She's a real goof, Jeez. Worse than a teenager.



But I have a Deviance and Conformity final tomorrow, and a possible interveiw. Wish me luck.

Holy, Holy, Lift up your dress,
Feel your body dissolving.

I spent the afternoon with Nellus and her terribly charismatic child brother. I smell like baby. Mmm?

So I had a mildly depressive day, wrote my D&C final, which was fine, and did nothing, not really.

Came home and fell into the happy downward loop. Did my teary bit, ranted a bunch (to none other than myself) and then cleaned my room. If you can't change your life, you can at least change your room. So I am drained. No energy.

I am in a humanity loathing fit. I hate the best of people and couldn't bear to think of those situated next to me. Why am I so frustrated?

Perhaps, I have an inward feeling of a doomed future. I fear the worst, and know that the horror is soon to come.

Hot Damn...