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femmeemo I'd like to fall asleep... - Subscribe

To the beat of you breathing...

Living at home has always been an undesirable position for me. But the longer it seems, I stay, and the older I get...
It grows increasingly ugly.

My mother has turned into a parasitic psycho bitch.
I thank my father for that.
And my father, well. He has some big issues of his own that he'll never deal with, I guess.

Unfortunately, you know, it is sad, because the day that I indeed do move out, not only will it be a glorious day, but it will be the moment that I never look back.

When you are nearly twenty, and your parents give you a ten pm curfew...
...


Ye-ah.

I mean, I'll survive. I always seem to do just fine, no matter how badly I over-react, and think the world is ending...
I will be fine.

But I will not ever regret moving away from my parents.

The same parents who let me parent them on raising my brother, the same parents who cannot deal with their own issues in a positive way, and because of it try and impose restrictions on myself and my brother...

They are some of the most incompetent people I know.




All I can hope is that I do better than they did.
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Mood: Sane.
I Hear: Schroder's Piano Playing.

femmeemo Leggo' my Lego. Nov 5th, 2007 1:27:45 am - Subscribe

Lego is the name of the game, and the name of the game is Lego.


We went to Toys-R-Us yesterday.
BIG MISTAKE!!





Hahah.... We spent sixteen hours building Lego our creations.
It was awesome.

We built a ferris wheel, a working crane, a lift bridge, and one sweet ass sweet big rig, it has working hydraulics!

I'm tired. School and another week of the mundane.
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Mood: Block-ular.
I Hear: Rise Against.

femmeemo Chump in a Chick Suit. Nov 6th, 2007 12:50:35 am - Subscribe

That's what I felt like I was tonight.

It's always a positive feeling.




I wonder how Nells' two year fiesta is going.

I'm all over the map tonight...
Goldfish bowl of thoughts....
Big enough to make it hard to be logical,
but small enough that everything circles into the same shit.

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Mood: Lifeless.
I Hear: Snow.

femmeemo Civic Explosion. Nov 14th, 2007 1:00:16 am - Subscribe

I paid my dues at city hall today.
My three hours amongst the shame-faced liars and golden-boy winners.
The golden haired sinners.

The pretentious and oh-so-clueless student in the back row, the one in the wool coat and helplessly clutching her grande hazelnut latte, in a childlike demeanor.

That was I. The one who was blatantly unaware that politicians don't actually run our country. Instead it is the invisible administration.


And that was the end to my long weekend of hyped new-ness.

I ended my night with a two hour debate about the state of the world with my beloved. I love our uselessly useful ideas and motivations...

Ka-Boom.
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Mood: Politick'd.
I Hear: The Libertines.

femmeemo Friday Blues. Nov 16th, 2007 4:22:17 pm - Subscribe

I made a fool of myself today, I went to get my haircut, thinking my appointment was today...

And as a matter of fact,
It wasn't.

I ran in late, blustered and gross...
And the prim and proper girls at the desk laughed at me I'm sure...

I felt like such a tool, and made my getaway as quick as possible...

All I wanted was a feel good haircut, and to go on my date tonight.
Why is what I want never as simple as it sounds?
Never.

I want and want.
Greedy Consumer Whore Me.
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Mood: Trashy.
I Hear: The Smiths.