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I used to know the name of every person I'd kissed.	Sep 23rd, 2010 4:58:21 pm - Subscribe
Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it. --------- I am exhausted. And I have seemingly given up the fight. The ability to fight for injustice. I just simply live. I wake up, go to work, eat, go home, eat, see the boy that is mildly indifferent, go to bed alone. I live in the eye of the storm, living a life that is neither fantastic, nor horrific. I would like to say that I am happy, but I'm slowly becoming fed up. I'm tired of all these stupid expectations. I want to go home at the end of a shitty day and partake in some bed shaking. I long to walk around stark naked. I desire to be admired, and to do the things I like without fear of judgement. Reading my shitty comic books Drinking my sugarfree hot cider Watching silly depressing movies Listening to my music Playing silly RPG videogames I want. I want. I WANT. WANTWANTWANWTAWATWNAWNANWANT. I want sleep. I want new tires. I want sex. I want solitude and friendship and acceptance and hesitations and no more debt and bigger paychecks and Fantastia and Chicken Noodle Soup and love. Ac-Cent-Tchu-Ate the positive... -
I Feel: Starving I Hear: Brand New.	(1) postcard(s)

	evie	September 23rd, 2010
	I relate to this post so much that it frightens me. I had to double check and make sure I didn't write it. I want all of the above plus definite travel plans, people I miss, goals, and a reason for why they stopped selling that Tab energy drink.

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