Both figuratively and literally.
I am a creature of habit- I like schedules, and routines. I like being places where I feel comfortable- and I like have a cemented support system. My awkward tendancies leave me feeling stressed; this move is going to kill me.
I feel alienated at work.
I feel insecure in myself.
I feel.
I feel less apathetic than ever- which is terrifying in and of itself. Feeling leads to feeling depressed. Right? Or is this how life is supposed to be? Why is this so much stress. Why can't I be one of those people that can just go with the flow- who just adapt with changes and embrace it.
Someone once told me that change is neither good, nor bad. Change simply is.
Somehow it made me feel better- but now the ambiguity...
...its too much.
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