femmeemos Aeonity Blog

Drunk and I am seeing Stars

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 17:50:51 -0600

Everything is up in the air. I am so swamped with my current job- and yet not doing my job. My part time job getting needlessly stressful. I am waiting to hear if I got the Big Brother's Big Sister's position. I want it. I don't want to leave. I need change, and fear it. FUCK. I AM A COWARD. Such a coward. -

And we will call it this land.

Fri, 28 Oct 2011 14:04:12 -0500

'Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal.' I am tired. Tired of people doing nothing but talking about change. Beaurocracy has been here since the dawn of organized society. Our schools are a disgrace. Our kids are killing themselves faster than the obesity can. Why would we change what ain't broke? It is broken. ... Read More

Sexy Magician Blues

Wed, 12 Oct 2011 18:27:12 -0500

So. Halloween, huh? I have a top hat, and I have tails. Fishnets, and a corset that makes my tits capable of making Sir Isaac Newton weep. I hope I do Zatanna justice. The only sadness in dressing like the enchantress, and mistress of magic ... Read More

A game of wits.

Mon, 03 Oct 2011 13:27:25 -0500

My life is becoming full. I am so close to having to empty my life inbox it is nearly deafening. I have so many things on the go. Busy, busy, stagnant. Rinse, lather, repeat. My stress levels skyrocket so high- I just... I find I have more coping mechanisms than I know what to deal with. I am an orstrich with my head i... Read More

I hate.

Wed, 10 Aug 2011 18:40:29 -0500

Many thing. I don't often like to hate, but today seems to be the crankybitchysick day. So I will allow myself today to rant. Locked doors when you're sitting in the living room. Your two volumes; angry and yelling. Your inability to use common logic. I refuse to talk about it anymore. The more I talk about your dumb,... Read More

My daughter.

Wed, 22 Jun 2011 17:54:46 -0500

Thisbe. -

And, they say- Life is sweet.

Thu, 16 Jun 2011 12:24:20 -0500

Stomach churning. By gaslight burning. I need this day to end. --- Ever feel like your significant other is cheating on you- for no real reason? Now, before you agree; and tell me that my feelings are likely correct. Allow me to explain. I am not talking about the beautiful boy that shares my bed. I am not talking ab... Read More

Ravagely Angry

Wed, 25 May 2011 16:35:35 -0500

FUCKSHITCUNTASSHOLE. I have a truck. Its not my fault. They are too cheap to pay for my parking so they force me to park in the smallest fucking place. AND THEN THEY YELL BECAUSE I AM PARKED LIKE A DOUCHE. I HAVE NO CHOICE. I SHAKE WITH RAGE- SHAKING WITH RAGE. GAH. -Jeannie is in labour and I am the one panic... Read More

I sat outside and watched the stars.

Wed, 11 May 2011 17:11:34 -0500

Or the satelites. I'm not picky. I'm excited for my new job. It will be a change of pace if nothing else. I am bored at work again. No youth in what, weeks? I've gotten in to a routine of being paid to watch an episode fo Doctor Who and spend copius amounts of time devoted to my writing. It is growing. I am growing... Read More

To say goodbye.

Tue, 19 Apr 2011 16:04:57 -0500

To lose someone in your life is exhausting. Death isn't an easy aquaintance, it seems as soon as you get to know its' cold icy hands, it's always knocking on your door. I am exhausted. I am depleted. i am hopeful. I have a disgusting need to ink my body- and not the funds to do so. Perhaps in the fall. My life is ... Read More