Feb 4th, 2009 9:22:58 pm - Subscribe

Tortured internally, I have been wrapping myself around the thorns of life.

But at least I can smell the rose above me.

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A slew of familial issues have consumed my life. I fear the funerals will pile up faster than the suspension referals that are swarming in.

My neice is beautiful, and I seem to offset the dying in my life with the sheer thrill of living that she exudes.

Personally...
Personally though...
I am alright.

I seem to be coping with things the best way I know how. Keeping it inside, and avoiding everyone I possibly can.

Likely very unhealthy, but.

I've begun focusing my energy on my future, I've mapped out the semblance of a plan...
Which is progress.
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Two years. Two Years.
and I'm off....
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