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I have a question. Why is it that people when with another person always want to keep a conversation going. We try saying filler phrases in order to prevent silence. However some people like to sit and just enjoy the company of another person. What is it that makes a person act in either manner? Just something to think about and no, this isn't rambunctious.
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Well a lot happened in the last couple days. I mean alot. Sep 26th, i was told something by a person in my lesson who made me realised something that i should have changed a long time ago. I have made a commitment and i plan to stick to it. My passion for music seems to be returning as im enjoying it more and more. From today however, i'm going to make people feel happy and let them know that they are important to me. The start of something new? Probably. But this time i will stick to it. Lol this quiz is frightening:
Some of its true, others clearly NOT.l 
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Why is it that for many of us motivation only lasts for a short start -up period? I've noticed many times how i've built up the motivation to do something amazing but this is only 1% of the time. I think it is possible to maintain it but not to the extent that we need. On a different note, my perception of myself and people has changed for the better. Not everyone is the same and people want different things. I'm going to work hard this year and stick to it. Let's see how it goes. Anyone who reads this should try the blog things quizzes as a lot of this is true for me.
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I love these things:
Right now, i'm on my way to welling. The atmosphere reminds of that at the seaside with its cool, calm , breezy weather. The high street that we're on right now is similar to that in orpington with a row of shops down both sides. The occasional smell of fish and chips comes through our window. I see a mum playing with her son as they wait for the bus. He's got an eye patch so i assume he pretend playing as a pirate.(At least i hope he is). It's 16.37 right now. Good. It's been a long workaholic day for me because i spent all the daytime studying. But the relaxing sound of Yethanai Nala (How many days?) in the VW golf that has survived for over 8 years sounds relaxing and soothing making my day seem otherwise. Suddenly, the impatient mercedes owner behind me honks his horn. Hehe. The light is green so we carry on the ride. As we drive, i think slowly about a scenario. I'm at my cousins's house. They (3 Sisters) have a nintendo Wii. Fantastic i think. They are in the kitchen at the moment hunting the cupboards for a drink after having the longest conversation ever with me. Surprisingly, i manage to use the Uh-huh through it. Just about anyway. Just 5 minutes of gameplay will revive me enough to Uh-Huh through part 2. I silently power it up and pick up the rectangular slab with its nunchuck sidekick. "What drink would you like?" comes from the next room. "Er.. Coke" I say quickly. The silence makes me wonder but i continue on. "Press A to continue" is says. I press but nothing happens. Oh God Oh God Oh God I think. Out of the corner of my eye, I notice 2 Duracell extra strong capacity batteries. Fresh batteries, I press A again but the same problem occurs. The fact that the room has gone frighteningly quiet is not something I notice until right now. Then I realise. They’re way to smart. Without even looking, I can see what’s going to happen. Kind of feeling when your parents call your bluff. Turning round, I see one of them holding a pair of fresh AA batteries. Nice try, they say. Well anyway I’m at the destination now. I’ll be back soon…… Well that was interesting. I feel more alive now but it is 17.53. I’ve always loved the night atmosphere. Maybe it’s the cold or the colour of the sky. I’ve enjoyed today and hope to have many more like this one. On a sad note, I’ve just seen yet another 6 year old using a PSP playing the SIMS I think. It saddens me because I can see what route they are going down. Well there really isn’t much I can do anyway. This is a long blog but I rarely ever talk this much so might as well make it a good one. I love night lights. As we drive by, I’m entranced by the city lights and blockbuster signs fused with the ever darkening sky. In the distance, I can see two towers. One is a church with a faint candle-like glow whereas the other looks like Blackpool tower which has a red light on the top. Never mind, I’ve already passed it as I become surrounded by trees. An orange sky suddenly appears across the city of London at 18.14 and 50 seconds. It works well with the Taj Mahal song. Lanky you have got to stop being the way you are. You’ll learn someday. Pause Well, it’s now 19.12 and I’m on the road still. That pitch dark feeling has come over me and since I’m attempting the world’s longest blog or something, I’ll write a bit more. I’m in a traffic jam outside the Metropolitan Police building in Lewisham. I like creativity. I think this is it for today. That’s a promise. Take Care P.S. I don’t know who will read this but I only do it for myself. To take away the thoughts and feelings that are negative.
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