Better Myself
Date: Thursday February 7th, 2008 7:42:46 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Fat and loving it - eye roll-
Random Thought: I wish I could act in the musical legally blonde.
It seems like everyone tries to better themselves constantly. I don't agree with everyone needing to better themselves. Like my friend sarah thinks she is fat and loveless. She's actually the prettiest sweetest girl I know. I wish she knew that.
I'm fat, I accept I am fat. My friends complain to me about how they need to lose weight. They are sticks. And I'm not that fake fat where a girl thinks she's fat, god I hate those girls some days. Or the "healthy" girl that's a size 14 or 16. Please I wish. My size 6 friends are complaining they are fat. What am I an Orca?
I'm confident I'm about my weight. I can pull the look off. Are you saying I have a great personality? Terra describing me "outgoing, friendly, loyal, helpful, loving" Lovely, I don't hear hottie, sexy, pretty, beautiful.
Why do I judge myself by beauty. Because it's what I don't have. It's like a poor about money (such as my father's hate of rich people even though he plans for me to be one), or the dumb about the intellectual.
I complain alot... I know this... I am learning to accept it.
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