flaming's Aeonity Blog


	POETRY! It has no title My father comes home, from his long hard day He yells and bickers with Mother I run for the door Father grabs my arm For each word said, I get another black mark on me for each additional bruise I become more and more like Father I'm on the floor now bruised & bleeding Crying hard I want to live to 80 not 15 I thought you loved me I do he says then why do you do this..... THE LOST FRIEND "hello Friend" he says to me those words have never ment so much nobody has ever called me "friend" before it makes mr feel so special but one day that all stopped and the next day the sun never rose and my life became forever dark because a friend was lost Wish I wish you were here with me to help me& lift the darkness from my heart I wish you were here to love me but for now I just have music music...mend broken hearts What Happend?(the Peter poem) What happend to us used to be so close good friends best friends Now thats gone and you hate me I'm sitting in my room whispering the lyrics to our favorite song "...I cant pretend I don't care when you don't think about me,do ya think,i deserves this..." as I say them I'm thinking of you and I begin to cry Being friends with you made me whole like someone cared what happend to all of that? Why are you being so cold and ruthless? why cant you just tell me ... what happend? Understanding me why do ya treat me like this what have I done you've mad my life hell i want to hate you so much but I cant because of you everyones all up in my fries, asking me questions It does not matter none cars "I care" they always say yeah and I'm a happy emo kid you all say that but none of you truly mean it I just somebody to understand and love me the way you treated me was the exact opposite just want someone to understand who I really am i want you to understand my emo heart my sad angry self not that mask of happiness i wear to keep people off me the true emo me No Title The eye of a stranger... the key to lifting the darkness from my heart... ???? is it true do you really hate me why,what did I do dont leave me in the dark... again Beaten to death Walking down hall a if it's a normal day all of a sudden i'm in darkness ...WHAM... what was that I look up it's Reed He strikes me again & again I'm bleeding I cant move Get up he comands me Get up,Get up so I can knock you back down I get up He strikes again each time harder than the last until I'm ....gone No I I'm Cant OK Lose I You Wont To Die Drugs