flaming's Blog

POETRY!
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My father comes home,
from his long hard day
He yells and bickers with Mother
I run for the door
Father grabs my arm
For each word said,
I get another black mark on me
for each additional bruise I become more and more like Father
I'm on the floor now
bruised & bleeding
Crying hard
I want to live to 80 not 15
I thought you loved me
I do he says
then why do you do this.....


THE LOST FRIEND
"hello Friend" he says to me
those words have never ment so much
nobody has ever called me "friend" before
it makes mr feel so special
but one day that all stopped
and the next day the sun never rose
and my life became forever dark
because a friend was lost

Wish
I wish you were here with me
to help me& lift the darkness from my heart
I wish you were here to love me but for now I just have music
music...mend broken hearts

What Happend?(the Peter poem)
What happend to us used to be so close
good friends
best friends
Now thats gone and you hate me
I'm sitting in my room whispering the lyrics to our favorite song

"...I cant pretend I don't care when you don't think about me,do ya think,i deserves this..."
as I say them I'm thinking of you and I begin to cry
Being friends with you made me whole
like someone cared
what happend to all of that?
Why are you being so cold and ruthless?
why cant you just tell me
... what happend?


Understanding me

why do ya treat me like this
what have I done
you've mad my life hell
i want to hate you so much but I cant
because of you everyones all up in my fries,
asking me questions
It does not matter none cars
"I care" they always say
yeah and I'm a happy emo kid
you all say that but none of you truly mean it
I just somebody to understand and love me
the way you treated me was the exact opposite just want someone to understand who I really am
i want you to understand my emo heart
my sad angry self not that mask of happiness i wear to keep people off me
the true emo me

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The eye of a stranger...
the key
to lifting the darkness from my heart...

????
is it true
do you really hate me
why,what did I do
dont leave me in the dark...
again


Beaten to death

Walking down hall a if it's a normal day
all of a sudden i'm in darkness
...WHAM...
what was that
I look up it's Reed
He strikes me again & again
I'm bleeding I cant move
Get up he comands me
Get up,Get up so I can knock you back down
I get up
He strikes again each time harder than the last until I'm
....gone

No
I
I'm
Cant
OK
Lose
I
You
Wont
To
Die
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