conveniences of familiarity
Date: 5/12/2006 01:30 - Subscribe
Mood: amused
Date: May 11, 2006
Today I was told (in email I might add) that I am a cold, self-centered, heartless bitch who will never have a successful relationship because I find them all as convenieces of familiarity because I'm lost in my new life. HAHAHA! Whatever makes him feel better I guess. It wasn't even worth a reply so I just deleted it. The conveniences of familiarity (i.e. being controlled) part is probably true...
Yes, maybe I am a little self-centered and heartless and yes, I am a bitch at times! So...what's new? I believe I told him exactly that (or very close) at the beginning. I even added crazy! Anyway - I hope he feels better getting this off his chest. I know its just a ploy to get me to react so he can feel better that I am hurt as much as he is. News flash: I'm not hurt! I am FREE! Again. That's a good thing. Of course, I am sorry I let him get so attached and that I hurt him. I already apologized though so no need to reply to his comments.
So I can say I've learned some things from this. I'm NOT ready to have a relationship. I need to figure out what it is that makes me pick the controlling type and steer clear!! I need to make a guy take me on more than ONE date before practically moving in due to the pressures of them being alone and having no one else (I'm a sucker for guys who "have no one" apparently)! Yes - we only went on 1 "real" date. Hmmm.... Sounds like I need to change the me-being-easy part too HAHAHA! Wow.
Gotta go get the stuff I left at his house! Fun times!
-J
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