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forgotten1 Blurry - Subscribe
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
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Mood: helpless

forgotten1 Calling all cars Mar 13th, 2007 10:56:38 am - Subscribe
Calling all cars we've got another victim,
'Cause my love has become an affliction,
Well what did you expect from me? What did you expect from me?

I'm sorry but I* THINK I failed to mention
That I lied at my very first confession
Well what did you expect from me? Well What did you expect from me?

'Cause this has been building since I have been breathing,
And I know how it's going to end.

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(But you knew all along) Try to forget me and just move on.

Oh my dear what have I gone and done now?
It's curtain call, I'm about to take my last bow.
Well what did you expect from me? Well what did you expect from me?

Without giving away the entire ending,
I ruined the evening again.

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(But you knew all along) Try to forget me and just move on.

I don't, have love left inside, inside.
And I don't, have love left inside, inside.

Are you desperate for an answer?
I don't have an ounce of good left in me now,
Thats why I walked out.

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down.
(And now that I'm gone) Try to forget me and just move on.
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now,
(You hate me for it now) Try to forget me and just move on.

I am not the one that you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain.
I am not the one that you should blame,
So take what I left you for the pain.
And do your best and forget my name.
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Mood: awful

forgotten1 Preconception Mar 13th, 2007 11:54:50 pm - Subscribe
I was gonna pick up the "pen" again and write you a literary work, but instead i chose this maybe someone can help me understand

Preconception: an opinion formed beforehand without adequate evidence.

The last few months of my depression have made me realize the worlds biggest weakness at hand would have to be that of preconceptions. Have you ever stopped to think about this matter?

I have, and the fact of the matter is people are loosing the ability to think experientially.

Is a disabled person not a person?

Can a blind man see?

Are drugs bad?

someone who is a genius must be a nerd?


These are just some of millions of preconceptions the people of today hold. I think you should really take a moment and ponder this a second. Is a human a human.

Most people for one don't really understand that some of the most brilliant people in times past because they were different were perceived clinically insane.

I guess this is where i lead into my story:

I was born with a physical handicap as most would call it Cerebral Palsy. In my case it isn't that noticeable but yet enough for people to consider one different. And through preconceptions one gathers from there parents a friend or someone close to them they begin to fall into this state of mind that i must be different. (is a human a human?) It has led me down a dark road to hear people say i would never date someone like that or gross. It takes its toll on an individual.

I could go on for hours but thats not my goal I want individuals to make the choice for them selfs you see. Because the fact is you don't see what I see hence you perceive it differently. Hence I'm not forcing you into another preconception. I just want you think for one second what this means to you:

Is a Human a Human?
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Mood: ornery