Written - September 17th, 2005 @1:05am
Mood - Troubled and astonished
Eating - White rice
Music - Roxy Music, Love is the drug


I was browsing some forum for infos about a program called American Idol which is not so popular over here like it is in the USA, and I read some discussion about a girl called Mary Roach who performed a *weird* audition last January.
After I saw the full video of her audition I started to feel very uneasy about this girl. I don't understand if she's an actress or if it's all *for real*.
If you want to watch her audition click here. What do you think about her? She's dangerous to herself, she says she hears voices in her head and she was sure she could make it to Hollywood!
I'm astonished, just like the judges. I really feel anxious for her.

I mean...

omg she's indeed STRANGE!!

Chocolate is lust. Those words, they are the Chocolate song's refrain. I know that the template is a mess but currently I'm a mess myself. Thanks for coming. Blessed be.

What's not easy to find? Your ability to recognise the connections to I & O is uncanny.
You keep showing me that you are a force of nature. It's a compliment.
Namaste.

Hehe...I know everything about I & O.
What I mean is, you show you are capable to having a deeper insight and understanding. You own intuition.

Perceptive skills are innate, but we need balance to let them do their work. They say you're never so centered on yourself as when you're depressed. I guess it's true.
What I can say about you is, you have probably lost yourself once, and then you found yourself again. So now you're balanced and this is why you are able to notice other people. Suffering makes us selfish.

I would say I'm rather a "very lively part" of Nature, for which I always use the capital letter. Nature is forceful itself.

excuse me...what does I&O mean? do you mean input/output?

I'm just interested in interesting people like you.
It wouldn't surprise me if you had a veeery ancient soul (you should investigate this).
I&O means Isis and Osiris, Egyptian deities.
I believe in leaves and in trees.

By the way, I appreciated your Italian experiment in veeka's blog. You were cute.