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franky1952
blue collar angel - Subscribe
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| you sure don't know that i'm punishing myself for losing you so long ago. i do it every day and night. i stare at the bedroom, eyes glazed over wishing to kiss you goodnight. it's not happening, 'cause i made you leave two years ago last june. i don't know where i'm going, i don't know what to do. it's hopeless without you girl. i just thought you should know, it's no life without you. i'll protect you if you ask for it, hurt them guys if they hurt touch you. i sold my soul for love, and i'm stuck in purgatory eternally looking out for you. but i can't be with you ever, i don't know which hurts more. 'cause i can't even feel nothing no more. so i'll wander the streets, without a sign from you. so i don't know where i'm going, but i really don't care. i just know i'll be wandering the world in my funeral suit, demons attached. |
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franky1952
Living in isolation Sep 6th, 2008 1:45:28 am - Subscribe
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you are near, you are living in fear hold this close, don't let go. |
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franky1952
bluerwew Sep 23rd, 2008 4:45:27 pm - Subscribe
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i hear you in my heart i long for a hero blame me for your fall blame me, blame me the lower you sink the higher i rise there's a curse in your eyes it's haunting i fall asleep and drown i wake up and there is no heat what have i found? i know you can be beat. this is the final chapter the last page written there are no words i've injected meaning but you won't read it turn the page... end this dead tale... i fall asleep and drown i wake up and there is no heat what have i found? i know you can be beat :solo: :chorus: there's a curse in your eyes it's haunting... i hear it in my heart.. you're beating faster turn the page... turn the page... |
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franky1952
everyting i touch Sep 24th, 2008 4:01:12 pm - Subscribe
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everything i touch turns to ashes i ripped out the heart of the person who loved me i want to make you beautiful but that's so hard to do when you're ugly reach out and take me don't die on your knees don't die on your knees what a terrible waste |
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franky1952
it's blurry to me Sep 26th, 2008 7:05:30 pm - Subscribe
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huh... i am definately cursed aha... um.... i dont know.. i woke up with a weird feeling in like.. the back of my head and gut/chest.. kind of like i'm gonna have a total meltdown one of these days... it's coming up to that part of the year where everything shattered and i started feeling dead and numb... for 2 years straight....... i haven't even shed one single tear in 2 years in like.. november maybe? i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself................... so... fucking.... MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i suck at bass. everyone hates me. i threw away the only good thing in my life.. she is/was perfect.. i don't FUCKING KNOW WHY I DID THAT!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT HEJ??? I DONT WANT TO FUCKING GO TO WORK ON SUNDAY. I HATE EVERYONE THERE! I'M GONA GET TREATED LIKE SHITTTTTTTTTT AS ALWAYS AND I'M GONNA DO ALL THE WORK AND TI PISSES ME THE FUCK OFFS!!!!! (i fucking wish i could say this in real life/out loud haahahhahahahaa) why do i feel dead all the time... why did i fuck up and make you fake your suicide... why the fuck is linn going back to her old ways? i know she doesn't love me. nbody could love me. i'm ugly and stupid and a retard and i think i'm someone but i'm not. i'm not special and never will be! that is the fucking truth. i'll never be famous, a rock star, an artist, music producer, have a girlfriend, a friend, or someone who cares. that is the fucking way life is righgt? because life sucks. "sometimes the last thing you want comes in first. sometimes the first thing you want never comes." i'm gona end up in jail or a psyche ward if i don't kill myself soon... i need to kill myself.......... actually... i need to get smashed badly. like.... 100$ worth of alcohol into me..... |