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dove its been 3 years - Subscribe
fuck yeah im back

im sorry ive deleted over a zillion entries by accident
ill try to make up for it
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Mood: resentful
xoxo,: salmon

dove fuck you jesse Aug 13th, 2009 10:43 pm - Subscribe
i hate the fact that friends always fucking hurt you. people are so fucking fake. they even try and kid themselves when they say they are soooo real. WAKE UP. you aren't fucking real. grow the fuck up. 'i have changed' isn't even a fucking excuse because I BELIEVE THAT THIS IS WHEN A PERSON'S TRUE COLOURS SHOW, FUCKER. you think you're fucking everything? you're really nothing of fucking substance. fucking backstabber. you're the reason i feel like nothing, all the fucking time.
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Mood: bewitched
xoxo,: kt

dove hello. Jul 26th, 2009 11:25 am - Subscribe
i've never missed you more than i have right now.
i've never listenend to so many sad songs and sung them out of tune.
i've never met anybody like this.
how come you're so perfect?
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Mood: funky
xoxo,: salmon

lauriesasylum 44 Things about me... Apr 18th, 2009 11:15 pm - Subscribe
44 things about me.

1. Do you like blue cheese? LOVE IT

2. Have you ever been drunk? SADLY YES..

3. Do you own a gun? NO, BUT MY HUSBAND DOES

4. What flavor of Kool Aid was your favorite? STRAWBERRY

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? DANG, DOESN’T EVERYBODY?

6. What do you think of hot dogs? GIVE THIS GIRL A DOG AND SHE’S IN HEAVEN. ESPECIALLY WITH MUSTARD AND RELISH.

7. Favorite Christmas movie? THE CHRISTMAS STORY, I’VE SEEN IT A MILLION TIMES AND I STILL LAUGH!

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? TEA OR DIET PEPSI

9. Can you do push ups? HA!

10. What’s your favorite piece of jewelry? A PLASTIC RING MY YOUNGER SON GAVE ME WITH THE PRIZE TICKETS HE WON AT CHUCKY CHEESE

11. Favorite hobby? READING

12. Do you have A.D.D.? NO, QUITE THE OPPOSITE, HAHA

13. What’s your favorite show? AMERICAN IDOL OR DEXTER

14. Middle name? ANNE

15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? I HAVE A CRAMP IN MY TOE, WHAT TO PLANT TOMORROW, I WISH I HAD MORE BROWNIES

16. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink? DIET OR REAL PEPSI, GREEN TEA, WATER

17. Current worry? GOING BACK TO WORK

18. Current hate right now? HMM. CAN’T THINK OF ANYTHING AT THE MOMENT. OH WAIT! MUSHROOMS!

19. Krispy Kreme, Dunkin’, or timmytu? IT HAS TO BE KRISPY KREME, HANDS DOWN..

20. How did you bring in the New Year? I THINK I STAYED AT HOME AND WAS ASLEEP BY MIDNIGHT, I REALLY DON’T REMEMBER!

21. Where would you like to go? FRANCE, ITALY, IRELAND, ANYONE WANT TO GO WITH ME?

22. Name three people who will complete this? I DON’T HAVE A CLUE

23. Do you own slippers? THREE PAIRS, BUT HARDLY EVER WEAR THEM

24. What color shirt are you wearing right now? RED WITH PICTURES OF FLIP FLOPS ON IT.

25. Do you like sleeping on Satin sheets? NO, TOO SLIPPERY AND COLD

26. Can you whistle? YES

27. Favorite color? ALL SHADES OF PURPLE

28. Would you be a pirate? NO, THEY NEVER BATHE

29. What songs do you sing in the shower? i SING ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING!

30. Favorite Girl’s Name? PROBABLY LILLY

31. Favorite boy’s name? IT WOULD HAVE TO BE MY BOYS NAMES, AFTER ALL THOSE ARE THE NAMES I PICKED!

32. What’s in your pocket right now? KEYS TO THE GARAGE

33. Last thing that made you laugh? THE STUPID MOVIE I JUST GOT DONE WATCHING.

34. Best bed sheets as a child? WHATEVER MY PARENTS COULD AFFORD. USUALLY WHITE

35. Worst injury you’ve ever had as a child? I AND A FRIEND PICKED UP AND DRANK FROM A BOTTLE WE FOUND OUTSIDE A FACTORY. I THINK I WAS ABOUT 4. WOUND UP GOING TO THE ER AND HAVING MY STOMACH PUMPED!

36. Do you love where you live? MOST OF THE TIME

37. Revenge of the Nerds or Fast Times at Ridgemont high? HANDS DOWN… FAST TIMES

38. Who is your loudest friend? HAHA, MY MOTHER!

39. How many dogs do you have? TWO, A BASSET HOUND NAMED MADDIE AND A GOLDEN NAMED LEO

40. Does someone have a crush on you? HOPEFULLY MY HUSBAND STILL DOES.

41. What is your favorite book? WOW, IT’S TOO HARD TO PICK. PROBABLY “THE SHINNING”

42. What is your favorite candy? RED OR BLACK LICORICE.

43. Favorite Sports Team(s)? NOT REALLY INTO SPORTS, BUT I’LL SAY THE LAKERS BECAUSE MY MOM AND BROTHER ARE HUGE FANS.

44. What song do you want played at your funeral? SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW
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Mood: goofy

lauriesasylum Lost and Found... Apr 14th, 2009 5:02 pm - Subscribe

Well, Easter was something else this year. My Aunt in Maine died suddenly, so the last two days were not very joyous. I spent it helping my mother find a florist shop in Maine and others helped her book a flight out Tuesday to go back for the funeral. Why does this always happen close to the holidays?

I went to my mother-in-laws house for Easter. She's been depressed, so I offered to bring most of the dinner over. We ate an hour late because nothing was going right, sheesh! The dinner turned out fine after all and I of course stuffed myself, haha.

My husband got called into work three times today to do an MRI. I don't understand why doctors order those on Holidays and Sundays. He missed dinner, and really most of the family get-together.

After dinner, everyone left and I stayed to talk with my mother-in-law. She was depressed and didn't want me to leave yet. While we were talking, my father-in-law wanted to take their dog for a walk. He has Alzheimer's and even though he's not in a bad stage, I didn't think it was a good idea. But, my mother-in-law told him to go ahead.

Well, 30 minutes later, I said.."Um, where does he go for his walks? He's been gone awhile"

She freaked, she didn't realize how long he'd been gone because we were talking. We went out looking for him. Nothing! I drove my car around the neighborhood...Nothing! On a hunch,I went back out in my car and drove to the park about 1/2 mile away. They usually go there one day a week with their dog.

There he was... sitting on this brick wall, looking confused. I walked up to him and said..."Hi John, what's going on?"

"Oh, hi. What brings you around these parts?"

"I was at the house (he'd forgotten) and we were just worried because you were gone so long, so I thought I'd come look for you."

" Well, I'm glad you did.. I couldn't figure out what I was suppose to do once I got here. Was Darlene meeting me here?"

"No, you were going for a walk around the block. But, that's alright, it's a nice night, you just wanted to walk a little further. Why don't you ride back with me in the car?"

Whew...

That was the most confused I'd ever seen him. He obviously can't be trusted to go for a walk by himself anymore.

What bothers me is that when I brought him home, his wife screamed at him..."What's wrong with you? Why would you go to the park and scare us half to death? Why can't I trust you anymore? Why do you do things like this, I'm so sick of it all!"

He looked at her and shrugged his shoulders. I felt so sorry for him. SHE is the one who should have known better. It's like she sets him up to fail.

I understand this is frustrating for her, I understand this has changed her whole life. I do understand and feel sorry for her. But, dang! It's not his fault.

Grrr... Enough of that. I'm just glad he was found, safe.
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Mood: shaken

lauriesasylum New here.. Apr 13th, 2009 5:30 pm - Subscribe
I found this place by accident.. happy.gif I'll spend a few days looking around and trying to figure everything out.
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Mood: fabulous