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Provinssirock 2005
Date: Jun 19th, 2005 10:12:36 am - Subscribe
Mood: Sleepy
Listening to: nothing

My sister and i went to Finnish Provinssirock music festival yesterday, took 3 hours by train. We saw Marilyn Manson and Slipknot live, and had a good time watching other festival guests puking and running around naked.
(wonder why they have all these rules not to bring any of your own alcohol with you, but then inside the festival area they sell pot pipes in a low prize?)

Slipknot did a good show, I'm not that big fan of their music but it was still a lot of fun.
Manson was also great, altought there were so many people there that I didn't see much (used almost all of my energy pushing away drunken people and making room for my sister who adores Manson.)
The festival ended about 02.00 am, and our train left 04.00 am. (overall the festival lasted 3 days, were were there only a day.) Can't remember when was the last time I was that tired, there were about 50 people literally sleeping at the railwaystation's floor.
I really liked the Festival, definately will go again next year.

At the moment i'm sooo tired, wondering wether I should go out for a walk or just lay on the couch and die. I haven't slept almost at all in 36 hours. Today it's sunday, and they're showing old sex & city episodes at tv at 10.00 pm. Must... stay... awake......
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Once we were jellyfish
Date: Jun 6th, 2005 12:02:09 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sane
Listening to: Músikvatur : Konvoj

At the moment I'm really quiet, trusting too much of my judge of character thinking I don't really need to speak, i know that person already.. And think everyone else are doing the same thing. Pretty foolish.

Altought... Everyone has these little ways of doing things that are unconscious, and I think it's amazing to watch people - simply watch them move and do everyday things. I could fall in love with some peoples manners! Or simply the way they sound when they talk.
I guess I just fall in love really easily. Showing it is the hardest part.


I think I've chanced during the whole cancer- incident, altought it doesn't affect my life that much. Just the way I deal with things.
I imagine people are covered with these layers, that peel off every time they discover something new in themselves and find new courage. Then under all these layers hides the true you.. And when you're old, you wonder how hard was it actually, to be yourself and not be influenced by anyone.
I quess I dropped one layer this moth.
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I think I\'m afraid of people who like me.
Date: Jun 4th, 2005 7:54:28 am - Subscribe
Mood: haunted
Listening to: Björk- All Neon Like

I have one skeleton in my closed which I wan't to get rid off but I'm just not brave enough. It's the only thing that makes it impossible for me to judge anyone being narrow-minded or shallow.. And it confuces me.

This person had a lot of problems, and somehow transformed them on me, which I then couldn't handle. Now it makes me feel bad that I didn't listen, and only thought of myself and other people's opinions.

I'd like to contact with this person just to say I'm sorry, but I'm afraid what it will lead me into. Maybe i shouldn't..

It's funny- the things you leave behind are the ones that haunt you.


I've noticed that people don't really chance within three years, the main features always remain. Foolish me who thought otherwise at the beginning of the year.. Am I making the same mistake again?

Sometimes I understand other people better that myself.



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being busy
Date: Jun 2nd, 2005 1:12:43 pm - Subscribe
Mood: unsettled
Listening to: Tori Amos- Mother Revolution

"I'm a seeded woman with a parasite..."
Tori Amos- Parasol

That how I heard the lyrics!
(real version is "the seated woman with a parasol".)


Summer is finally here, and the sun is shining.. Altought it's so cold that it doesn't make much difference.. Never mind about that, after last summer I like when it's not so hot.

I was in admission test for this school. Was surprisingly nice, had to design my own T-shirt and draw a potrett of myself. between the tests I sat outside next to a dandelion just as long as I and talked with this anorectic goth girl who had drawn herself as a pig. Had an interesting conversation.

At the moment I think I have too much going on, because the days are getting too short for me.
I really miss last year, despite school I had all this free time that I now spend at work. Now it feels it takes twise as much time to get anything done..



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About my job
Date: May 6th, 2005 4:03:55 pm - Subscribe
Mood: wretched
Listening to: Radiohead- Optimistic

Finally found a new blog which I like. Emoblog feels more like a webcommune than a blog host, unlike Blogger. And it sure is pretty!

I've been writing my finnish blog quite a while now, but since my english skills are getting rusty I thought i should start another blog in English.. Just to maintain the little vocabulary I still have left. My english SUCKS, so don't even bother to correct any mistakes you find.


I'm getting slightly bored because there's noone online and my ears hurt because of the headphones (should get a prober speakers for this machine) Found many new good bands from the net though, so I guess it's worthy.

My job is seriously killing me. Working at McDonald's really isn't the nicest place to work at. Altought the salary is pretty good.

Im really starting to hate people. Especially men with suits.

because of this job I have also became addicted to coffee, which annoys me because 4 months ago I didn't even drink coffee. Now I drink it just to stay alive at work and during the day.
I love cappucino..


Must go and read something... Dickens always saves the day.




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