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superduper Just thinking.. - Subscribe
I was just thinking, how about if when you were born, you were brought up thinking that the actual colour red, was actually green. So you would grow up, and one day, say something among the lines of, "Wow, look at that nice red car!" But in reality, the car would actually be green..I mean, what would happen, maybe if you were little people would make fun of you, or if you were an adult, people would think you are crazy. Then eventually you would have to learn that the colour "red" is actually green. You would know your way is wrong, but dont you think it would be hard to accept it? Well..I don't really know where Im going on this..its just something I've been thinking about.
I have xanga and livejournal, but I find that all of those websites are too cluttered with users, I like emo blog as of its smaller size, which I dont know if David thinks is a good thing because if I was him I would probably want this site to have lots and lots of people, but for me, I like it, its more quiet and you get to know some of the people. Well thats just my opinion I mean you dont have to agree on it. Its just what I think.
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Mood: disturbed

__pow Sun in My Eye Feb 5th, 2005 2:46:33 pm - Subscribe
Not really doing anything. Yesterday I went home at lunch 'cause I wasn't feeling good. The night before I had a 'mental breakdown'. Well that's what my brother said. I just got so...overwhelmed with all the work I had to do. And stupid me started at past nine. I don't know. It's hard to explain. I just couldn't handle it. And I wasn't feeling too great the day after. Well yesterday, I bought the Metric cd. FINALLY. It's great. Last night I was just calling people. As usual. I called Kyle. XD OMG THE GUY DOESN'T TALK. In class, he talks all the time. Ok, so I called him. The conversation here.......
Me: Hi
Kyle: Hi
5 minutes of awkward silence
Me: Hi
Kyle:Hi
His sister says HI in the background
Kyle: Hold on.
I was put on hold for 5 minutes
Kyle: Hi
Me: Hi
................
Me: Uh, what's for homework?
Kyle: Language, Geography....
Me: Anything happen when I was gone?
Kyle: No.....We had gym..
Me: Oh
10 minutes of awkward silence
Me: Ok bye...
Kyle: Bye..
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Well, wasn't that a waste of time. Angela and I were supposed to call him last night. And he was like no call me tomorrow. So that's what I did. Maybe he didn't talk 'cause he didn't like me. I bet he would talk if Angela was there. Hmmph. Whatever. Never calling him again. From now on, I'll just stick with calling Griffith and Adam.
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Mood: befuddled
Music: Metric [Combat Baby]

baydspaler shti gUY Feb 1st, 2005 1:24:05 am - Subscribe
this is fukin gay.... y won't u guys talk to me...... i unno whether to just jump in and talk or just keep away... this is gay
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Mood: pissed....

baydspaler THE MONDAY Feb 1st, 2005 1:03:56 am - Subscribe
sigh* we're all ignoreing eachother ... this is so crazy.. wut ar we fighting bout ne ways.. not so much fighting as just not talkin at all... this is gay.. but i love mrs sullivan.. y'd she pick me ne ways.. guess i'm the easiest to get stuff out of.. omg basketball was fun.. think it's my fav sport now.. since i suk at volleyball now... ne ways... stupid mrs folumbok.. i unno how u spell her name... she didn't fix my jersey yet.. man the tournaments soon we're so not ready our team suks... we need more practice .. hope mr sullivan can coach us now.. this is gay i'm just typing shit.. ne ways.. only reason i'm doing this is cuz i dun wanna do my science project... i'm so bad... i'm hungry.. i think i'll eat now and watch some tv.. hope this thing won't just keep going without ne one saying ne thing.. there shud be this big thing where we all say sorry and just forget it and go bak to talkin bout guys... plz go bak to talkin bout guys no offence but p.. i'm sorry u have bad taste... ew jake jilinhal.. i unno how to spell his name.. plz p.. ur crazy ne ways enough shit for today must leave now.. sigh* another day.. omg p won't be there tomoro hoo do i talk to ????? sad.gif
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Mood: Scared...

__pow I need a wig Jan 30th, 2005 3:47:38 pm - Subscribe
cry.gif I got a haircut... My hair is so short...I said to just get it trimmed. But she like cut two inches off....and at least she cut my bangs so now I can put it in front of my face.
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Mood: stuffed
Music: the Early November [Ever So Sweet]