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Date: Apr 9th, 2006 4:46:15 pm - Subscribe
Mood: overwhelmed


Well, it has honestly been one crazy day. Got up to go to church and all, I felt like crap. Just one of those days I guess. When I got to church, I was told my grandfather was being taken to the hospital and it would be up to me to make sure my grandmother got fed after church (she has dimentia/alzhiemer's).

I have just been on a major emotional roller coaster today. My grandfather isn't doing well anyways because he does kidney dialysis and has tons of skin cancer (he was a farmer), let alone he complains something is always wrong with him. If it's not one thing, it's another. So, he was taken to the hospital today. They think he may have pneumonia and he was dilerious, so they are keeping him overnight. I don't know what's going on. So, I was upset about that. Then having to go sit with my grandmother for lunch was stressful. With her dimentia, we had the same conversation for an hour. I feel bad, but I just get so aggitated with it.

I left there are came home to have my aunt Colleen in the living room talking with my parents about my aunt Teresa. Apparently there are problems there (that I can't mention). And with all my mom's tests she's having done and my dad's high blood pressure....little by little, things just keep adding up on the pile of stress I already have on me. Kyle probably thinks I'm psycho or something. I couldn't help but just breaking down when I saw him before he went to work. I just lost it. Ehhh....I hate it when I do that. But you can only be strong for so long. I just thought I would be older when all of this stuff happened. Sometimes I wonder if I'll have any grandparents around to see me get married.

On the upside of things, we finally got some rain last night. Not as bad as they thought. No hail or tornadoes, just hard rain. At least now my car actually looks like I washed it. LOL.

Anyway. Laundry and other things need to be tended to. Toodles!

Comments: (1)

kittie - April 09th, 2006 Oh, I'm sorry about all the stress you're having right now Kristin... I'll be praying for your grandpa and that everything will be okay for him. It must be hard to see your grandma the way she is??? I hope they both are around when you get married... But if not, I know they'll be looking down from heaven and will be happy. I'm glad to hear you got some rain.... We've been getting all kinds of rain this way... Things haven't been too great in my life as of late... But I have a feeling God is taking care of it and is about to become something better! We'll see. I'm sorry I haven't much around much lately. With all the stress adding up, I just haven't felt much like writing or anything. Yeah, I wish you were older too before you had to experience all the hard stuff too. I know exactly what you mean! But still, despite all the trials, I hope you are doing well and feeling well. Being healthy is always part of the battle. Love ya.

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