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silentdeaf
he ignores me - Subscribe
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i guess.. noone will bereading this entry. i just got noone to talk to. he has been in no mood for me. I just came back for a holiday and hoping to talk to him. As i called him, he sounds so boring. i asked him y and he would just say, he's tired. yeah. its true that he just came back for work. but normally, he would just talk to me happily and till we are both tired. But tonight, he sounds as if he dont need me anymore. He has proof to me that i'm no longer he used to love. hah. i love him so much and he do this to me. thanks dear. |
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silentdeaf
new blog.. Apr 19th, 2005 10:24:01 am - Subscribe
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NEW BLOG.... Feel free to go there.. Thanks emoblog. |
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silentdeaf
hot babes! Mar 28th, 2005 11:31:01 am - Subscribe
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![]() Guess who? This pic taken last year. OMG. It's gonna be a year! Me and my long hair. NICE. I loved my previous hair. Now i cut to the shoulder length. Miss my previous hair. |
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silentdeaf
Watever.. Mar 27th, 2005 10:15:28 am - Subscribe
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Put all blames on her. He's a bitch. |
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silentdeaf
pictures.. Mar 13th, 2005 9:50:22 am - Subscribe
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silentdeaf
fazforward and silentdeaf Mar 5th, 2005 11:51:52 am - Subscribe
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Slacked with schoolmates at Boat Quay area. Slacked till 5pm. Then proceeded alone to Cityhall to meet Faz. I wore ulgy outifts. Faz dislikes them. He decided to buy me clothes. He bought me a comfortable green and orange stripe quiksilver tee shirt and a suede brown three quarter billabong skirt. I bought him a pastel blue and white stripes rusty tee shirt. We were so happy and decided to change our clothes. We strolled down the shops at Citylink. We saw Dewi was working. Headed down to Esplanade. Chilled.. Listen to some indie gig. Saw ex school mates, Shehnas and Lin. Asked about their O levels results.. Well done. They passed. Later that night, Hafiz called me after he met Shehnas and Lin.. He met us while we were eating sausage. We were asked to make a survey. I still dont know what the survey was about. Ok.....Here are some pictures of Faz and me took today with our new clothes. Enjoy. ![]() ![]() |
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silentdeaf
got no other emo words.. Mar 3rd, 2005 11:22:46 am - Subscribe
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![]() I couldnt think of any good design. Just playing around with my photoshop cs. Kinda same as photoshop 7. The only slight different is the filter bar. |
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silentdeaf
flower edited-i need comments. Feb 28th, 2005 10:07:23 am - Subscribe
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What a relief! I finished my project and i feel so relief. No more thinking about undone project. Time to concentrate more on theory lessons. Tomorrow i have a practical test about boiler. Hope to score an ace for it! ![]() Faz said this pic was nicely edited with the background being blurred and noise were added. How about your comment? Thank You. ![]() |
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silentdeaf
my design. nice? Feb 25th, 2005 11:26:52 am - Subscribe
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![]() Nice? |
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silentdeaf
design.. Feb 24th, 2005 10:24:03 am - Subscribe
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![]() White Noise. Scary movie. Got no bucks to watch it. Faz...will u treat me to this movie? |
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silentdeaf
Fuck up Feb 22nd, 2005 6:15:59 am - Subscribe
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![]() Tons of projects need to do... F*cking busy with school stuff. No time to update my emoblog. Sorry. Got tired everytime i reach home. Less communication with family. Still, i love them. |
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silentdeaf
More pictures Feb 10th, 2005 3:19:13 am - Subscribe
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I've got a lotsa pictures. But i choose some to display here. During CCA fair at my school... ![]() ![]() Me, Wes And Hidir ![]() Clockwise: Aini, me, Fiza and Faizal 5th Feb 05. Indie gig held at the Esplanade. Mocca from Indonesia ![]() Couple from Kuala Lumpur Family day during Chinese New Year. ![]() |
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silentdeaf
Grows old with you.. Feb 5th, 2005 3:47:30 am - Subscribe
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I wanna make you smile Whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad Oh all I wanna do is Grow old with you I'll get your medicine When your tummy aches Build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice Growing old with you I'll miss you Kiss you Give you my coat when you are cold Need you Feed you Even let your hold the remote control So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink I could be the man who grows old with you I wanna grow old with you -Adam Sandler Grow Old With You |
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silentdeaf
Valentines day Jan 31st, 2005 9:05:34 am - Subscribe
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![]() Valentines' Day is around the corner.. Anyone who has an great idea for me to give my Faz a gift..??? Anyone? |
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silentdeaf
Emo places.. Jan 30th, 2005 9:47:05 am - Subscribe
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![]() ![]() Yesterday, went out with Faz. Some pictures were displayed. I cancelled doing dreamweaver on the pictures at Wes baby party. Tired. Faz and his family came to my house just now. i love his family. His mum is a nice lady. Abg Is and Kak Ju are grreat people!! ![]() An(his lil bro), his mum, my mum & dad. Faz and me. Faz..hjafha..adsadsfe.. |
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my car crashed Jan 27th, 2005 10:03:44 pm - Subscribe
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![]() I have no school today. Meeting Faizal later at 2pm. Wes invited us to come Joshua's house for her 1 month old baby birthday party. We are excited to go there. Especially Faizal. I asked Hidir to tag along but he couldnt. haiz..Yeah. Yesterday went to school took train. Saw Azim (ex secondary mates) on the same train. He and his vondutch cap.. I couldnt recognise him from far. But when i saw his cap, ahaha.. Its him. Theory lessons were grrreat. We study as well as we joke along. Nice class. But i still miss my first term group of friends. Fucking great people! I tried floorball yesterday evening. Trying on new CCA. Quite nice sport. But....i still need to develop the friendship with the rest of the members.. Went home with Hidir, Faizal and Aini. Took train around 9pm. I was really tired then. Got a seat at Choa Chu Kang station. I saw Didi sitting at the next door. Saw him through the door mirror. Couldnt really recognice him. Scared got the wrong person. Only notice once he alighted at Yew Tee. Reached home at 10pm sharp. Took a shower and chatted with Faz till i slept. |
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silentdeaf
miss faz Jan 25th, 2005 10:09:30 am - Subscribe
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I miss updating my blog. Got a lots of pics to display BUT i'm tired to resize, edit and upload.. School life getting easier for me. Chill out with several mad guys. Talked all craps. Make fun of each other. But i promise myself, not to repeat the same mistake again. Faizal and me are still close friends. Wes going back school soon!! Love life getting 'tighten yet loosen'. Those are the ups and downs in life. Got ignored, silent, and shut up by others. Got accussed of being too naggy. Living in Rollercoaster. Well, physically I need more friends. *He ignores her so much. She envy on her friends.* ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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silentdeaf
Wes baby Jan 13th, 2005 8:50:57 am - Subscribe
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Ow... I'm back. Sorry if u see my blog still same for the past few days without new entry. I have been busy since school resume. Last Sunday, I went to visit my superb and great buddy, Weslyna. Faz tagged along. She's married to Joshua and just gave birth to a cute,plump and sweet babyboy named Jerome Andrew Juda. I love him!! I gave her a oshgoshbgosh baby gift set and a drool cloth. The last time i met Wes was during August in school. huh...Kinda miss her retarded attitude and all her craps. When we arrived at Joshua block, i was so eager to wait for them to come back from shop. Wes saw me from far and waved happily towards me! She was like 'hey ida came already!!!!' haha.. Surprised to see her face. Quite plump. But cute! They brought us to their house. Met her mother in law, sis in law and her father. I should say she is so lucky to have all those supportive family members. Her father and us chatted while eating some kuehs. We talked and laughed together. Faz and me went off around 6pm after the one minute of silence (tsunami thingy) aired on the TV. Wes sent us at the gate. I noticed her face sad to split with me. Me too! Headed down to Lau Pa Sat to have our dinner. It was a last minute plan. At first, i thought of going down to airport to see my relative,Khairul Amri who just came back from the final first league tiger cup championship held in Indonesia. Hey Wes, i really cant wait for u to come back school! Soon people will be surprised to hear ur story. I hope u have a long lasting family. Click this pic to see more pics..
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silentdeaf
things paid off Jan 8th, 2005 1:58:15 am - Subscribe
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![]() My new vectored design. Quite satisfied with it. But my previous car vectored was nicer. Is this nice? |
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silentdeaf
i\'m back Jan 2nd, 2005 1:53:33 am - Subscribe
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![]() ![]() Hello everyone.. I'm back. It was a sad thing that i didnt take pictures duirng the soccer match. My digicam batt was flat. I forgot to buy a pair of batt before going to Cheras Stadium. I wanna take this opportunity to thank, Abg Is and Kak Ju for their help during our 3 days and 2 nights there. They booked 5 rooms for us at Selesa Inn. They are wonderful! Danial,their son was so chubby that everyone loved to carry him. So, below are those pics that I've taken during Sal's engagement party and the KL trip.. Enjoy! Sal engaged 25 Dec 04 KL Trip 28 Dec to 30 Dec 04 |