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[ Subject | \"when the day is fresh\" ]
[ Date | Sep 18th, 2004 10:42:46 pm - Subscribe ]
[ Mood | misunderstood ]
[ music pick | Dashboard confessional-Places that youve come to fear the most ]
hi all so i havent updated in a long time but I DROPPED 13 secounds on my 500 YIPPIE!! as u can see am really happy bout that.


schools been ok which is good cuz i need a good school expiernce for once but its kinda draining to do it all swimming and school

so im offically had a boring weekend night all
adios all

Dashboard confessional "places that u come to fear the most"


Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And hidden in the public eye
Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by...

Well this is one time, well this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most

And you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all..or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most


love that song
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[ Subject | marshmellows ]
[ Date | Sep 12th, 2004 7:24:03 pm - Subscribe ]
[ Mood | wicked ]
[ music pick | Something Corporate- Down ]
so so yesterday was super fun i love marshmellos... YOU ALL SHUT UP!!!!

yes and the gossip was nice to i love gossip mostly cuz im a horrible person. but those were mean people ok got it?

went to amanda ys party today where there was much eating.

i guess that was really awkward cuz i dont really llike anyone their so it was weird plus liz wrote a arrie/ danie quote on mandas bed SIGH... oh well
night all
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[ Subject | school ]
[ Date | Sep 10th, 2004 9:15:50 pm - Subscribe ]
[ Mood | beat ]
[ music pick | The Preteders-Human On The Inside ]
so i guess i should update even though its gonna be a really short update cuz shcool and swimming are both a bitch.

ok report due monday shit

swim meet sat shit

school fun socially wise though so whatev
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[ Subject | ended with a poem ]
[ Date | Sep 5th, 2004 10:48:39 pm - Subscribe ]
[ Mood | overwhelmed ]
[ music pick | No Doubt-Magic In The Makeup ]
Role model

Do this, dont do that
Dress like this,darks out llights in
I wont be swung, I wont betray me
I thought you understood
Your words stung me more then you know
Im part dark, I cant fake me
Why did you turn out to be another posser?
Im the shit you say
Look no one can feel the dark like me
why cant their be some light?
I can believe your fake you always were.
rolemodels come and go but can I be saved?
Ive been twisted
Should I try to be all light?
Im not going down the dark way
But you dont feel so im not like you.
by. Ariel Katherine Sangster

so theirs some more crappy poetry. i guess right now im working to figure things out and mostly i think i am. im gonna remember the good and toss the bad.

but thinking about the rain i think im wiping my slate new again for another year yippie im acatully kinda excited and im not makeing the same mistakes
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[ Subject | \"im not made of bricks\" ]
[ Date | Sep 3rd, 2004 11:26:08 pm - Subscribe ]
[ Mood | antsy ]
[ music pick | The Preteders-Human On The Inside ]
so even though practice was totally hard i think im ok with swimmin now i think ive actaully come to terms with it. i think that when i was working my self to the edge i just kinda felt good and relized that yeah im doing something good to my body not bad.

i dont know y ive hated it so much this year but all i know is that yes i did sux on my first meet it was bad.

tonight was nice went to the mall hung out for 2 hours listnened to some ok but sorta crappy bands and......PLAYED DANCE DANCE REVOULTION...all though i suxed it was super fun.

i saw some people that i havent seen in a while and to all those i lurve u lol

"i can be a little cold but u can be so cruel
but i had u fooled enough to take me on"
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