I am missing you every minute that I am way from you, I cannot imagine my life without your presence. Be by my side always and I'll give you my all.
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hey stranger, you may not know me yet but I have been blogging about you silently. I do not know when you speak or smile, but I know I love you wholeheartedly and will do so everlasting. my love, my world, my sweet sweet BB Giselle. I am missing you every minute that I am way from you, I cannot imagine my life without your presence. Be by my side always and I'll give you my all. |
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As the year ends gloomily with the recent economic crisis, hopefully next year will be a better one for all. I anticipate with excitment as well as anxiety as my due date creeps closer and closer. How will i react? Will I be able to go through without feeling much pain? Will I cry and scream and scratch the nurse like what my sis did? How will my BB look like? She's been so active these days, the kicking sensations are so amazing. Similar to hitting a balloon. She'll disturb me everytime at 2am, without fail but hopefully she doesn't do that when she's out.  I heard so many horror stories about mummies getting depression just by taking care of the baby. What the HACK!? my grandma had like 6 children and she's living a ripe old age of 85 and still going strong!!!Talking about youngsters these days, I've been picturing those teenagers like my kids and it's truly tramatizing!!! The clothes that they wear, the language that they speak and the mannerism. OMG, I can only pray hard that my girl girl will be guai guai de. Hopefully we can be good parents and bring to my kids a comfortable and happy home. I want to have 3 children if I can afford!!  What should I name my BB? Elsa? Emma? Phoebe?? So many names, only one BB. So confused one. Seeing my niece grow up day by day, becoming cuter and cuter. I am already imagining how my BB will grow and look like, will be so strange to see someone look like me.. haha. Well..happy new year everyone! |
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So bored at work now, so I decided to blog. I am officially 12 weeks pregnant now and I can announce to whole world about it!! keke. It's such a weird feeling that you will be someone's mother in 6 mths' time, and that will last for a whole lifetime! So looking forward to my next gynae check up, want to see how my little one is coping inside my tummy. Suddenly your life starts filling up with child care handbooks, shopping for a right pram, deciding when and where to get helpers etc etc. Though it's a little over-whelming, somehow it seemed to fall into the right places. I am having those emotional mood swings, upset over the slightest issue. My colleague was relenting about how she went into a huge fight with her hubby because of an apple pie. haha.. hilarious as it sounds, it doesn't seemed that funny when you are in it. You also suddenly age like 30 years old, u feel lethargic all the time, became forgetful adn the only good thing that is working well are probably your ears and appetite. I eat heartily from pizza to wanton mee to laksa and char kway tiao, everything's yummy. Love frizzy drinks which I don't drink in the past, love potato as well and bread. This morning I caught one of those dizzy spell and almost fainted in the MRT, I quickly alight at Orchard MRT and sat on the bench for like 15 mins! Broke out in cold sweat and my face was turning pale. Hopefully it doesn't happen again as i might just collapse and hurt my little one. Looking forward for my bundle of joy! |
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Writing this down, I felt a rush of emotions swirling. Never have I realised the importance of having your hubby, or your sister or your parents around you when you need or don't need them. I heard the tragic news and it suddenly striked me that whatever happens, having a loved one around is always priceless. Better than money or status. I was drying the laundry yesterday when my hubby came by and helped me out. I felt a sense of warmth but I didn't show it. I guess it's because he's always been so unconcerning, insensitive and unaapreciative. At least this is how I feel about him, but there will be times like these when I know that deep down, he loves me so much. It's these little gestures that he'll make that makes me amazed how picky I am sometimes about the smallest thing in the world that I had to pick a fight with him. He helped me changed the lightbulb, he'll kill the cockroaches and lizards in the house. He'll help washed the dishes, he'll buy tibits for me. He'll pick me up when he can, he'll drop me off when he can. He'll pay for my trip if he can afford, he 'll make an effort to know my family. What will I do if one day God decides to take him away first? I asked myself this question now and then, and it makes me treasure this marriage more than ever. |
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OMG...! where's my comments' bar? anyone from AEONITY can help? I didn't delete any script, but the comments bar's not working.. HELP!! |
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my wedding and honeymoon pics. www.redfly-design.com/union |
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wad a day?!?! I hate my job and I hate to be here everyday, anytime that I can avoid coming, I'll try. SIGH. I don't know what I like anymore, sometimes it seemed more like being comfortable at this level and not willing to give up for all that I have worked for. Unfortunately I am one of those unlucky ones who hate what they do for a living. Some people don't mind their jobs, some even love it. But sadly I hated mine, and I have to jiggle it alone. I am so tired sometimes, mentally drained. And I have became so absent-minded, I always forget things. Everyday's a drag. Only the part which I spend time with my students are truly enjoyable, brought me back to where I used to be, and what I used to like. Do you have a goal in life? Are goals achiveable or are they far-fetched? I don't really seemed to care anymore. And one day I will leave this place. I will miss it but I will also be truly happy. I have been so depressed these days because of my job, I just want to stay home everyday and not go to work. HELP!! Maybe I desperately needed some holiday..short getaway to some beach resort...maybe even GENTING!!!! People around me are all pregnant!?!??! GOsh. So many, it's like a fashion statement. Come in all different sizes, big and small. I am not sure whether I want to be pregnant or not, I want to be ready. But I don't think anyone will ever be ready for such things. Such a huge committment, of course I will like to have a baby eventually. Well, I'll leave it to God, if he feels that I am ready then so be it! I missed my period for 2 weeks, and I was so worried that I am pregnant! And then it came, surprisely I was rather disappointed but was also relieved. I guess then, I am not ready.? Another day ended at work, and I felt lethargic. Went to Lawry's for steak the other day, very nice ambience and excellent steak! yummy. Wanted to order wine but thought we may burnt a big hole in our pockets. hehehe...rather, my hubby's pocket. But I think the price worth it for the wonderful meal that came. Finally bought a MIU MIU bag during the recent GSS!!!! A lot of wonnderful bargains at great discounts!!! Saw one Burberry bag at 50% off..OMG! it's so pretty. *control* When will I be a rich tai tai?? |
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I just wanted to blog about my bday which happened just last week, that I was truly touched and moved by people who spend their precious time with me. I had 3 cakes, 2 gifts and one hell of a beautiful lilies' bouquet, and I wanted to upload the pics. But too bad, it was all taken with my camera phone, and I haven't had a chance to install the driver so thus, no pics for now. My students are so kind and lovely, and I am so happy that they took the efforts to celebrate my 29th bday. Felt really warm and fuzzy within. BEAR HUG for all who came and blew the candles with me! Still contemplating on what I want for my bday, didn't want others to spend unnecessarily for me. So I will like to buy things that I really need. *scratch head* |
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How romantic is that?! We had champagne from Italy and chocolates from Switzerland! And celebrate in our Posh hotel in Paris, so cooooool...!
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Well, I am back! It's been the longest time, since I last wrote. Let me shee 4th JAN 06 till now...will be like 1 year and 10 days...thought my account wouldn't even work lo. hehe..luckily I still remembered my login. Anyway, how's life? Reading my past blogs brought back a lot of good memories, and I thought I should continue to write all the happy things that happened in my life. For one, I am officially Mrs. HU now. You'll asked, "HU? WHO?"...that's right! HU!!! keke, I always make fun of his surname..I think we chinese has the weirdest surnames ever, next to us are the Germans. I am going to Europe for my honeymoon, so excited!!!! Going to many places that I have always wanted to go, everyday I see those beautiful sights on Discovery Travel & Living. And it just makes me feel even more desperate now, to fly there and enjoy the scenic views. I am going to have problems with the weather though, I can't stand cold at all and being at negative 10 degrees there doesn't seem to help at all. *cross fingers* me and my beloved have been scrimping and saving now, he'll sponsor all meals so I'll just pay for my own shopping. Not like I am going to do any, it's so freaky expensive! Think I'll just get a fridge magnet. Still stuck in the same old working place, been here almost 5 years now...bloody long, too long to remember. I wonder how am I going to survive for another decade! Can someone help me!!!! My nephew's almost 2 years old now, but he's still as cute and he's calling me "AH YI" now..keke...SOOOOOO CUTEEEEEE, can? Upload his latest pics soon. My cousin has recently gave birth too...CONGRATS!!! and one of my colleague has also gotten pregnant, after trying for many years! So happy for her. Children...they are everyone's joy, isn't it? I'll be having my house-warming on the last sat in JAN, FINALLLLLLY!! So far I have been enjoying my time at home, don't feel like going anywhere else. Caught the recent movie "Body #19", it's a thai horror flick, the way I like it...twists in the plot and many handsome chicks and hunks for me to ogle on. Oh well, dat's for the recent updates. Take care all. cheers to 2008! |
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Was out on a road trip with my sis, my nephew and her friends and kids. I must say, it's indeed an eye opener, a scary view on the world of little terrors that we call KIDS! Anyway, the whole trip was fun. We ate "little sea creatures", drank little packets of milo and strawberry milk. And OH, we made sandwiches with little cocktail hotdogs. Suddenly all things become little, little feet wearing little shoes...little socks...little shirts and little MUMMY POKO PANTS!!! I beg you don't even know what's that!??!?!?! I had some vague impression of mom and kid toilet training together, when suddenly mom dish out a diaper lookalike underwear for her beloved rascal...telling him that it's MUMMY POKO PANTS. Just like how we use brand like maggie for all instant noodles, and tupperware for all plastic food holders. MUMMY POKO PANTS are diapers for children who are toilet trainees. They wear them like undies and pee in them!!!! GROSSSSSSS.... Well..so much on that...I have plenty more to ravish about....My little nephew is the cutest baby in the world...just look at the pics below.  shee...how adorable he is???? he just smile and smile and play with himself. Till he needs to change his clothes! He'll scream and shout and wriggle and cry like he's in some torture chamber, but I think truth's that he's really an unhygenic baby. Have you ever heard a baby cry when their diapers are wet or that they just poo poo??? Not this little fellow...he remains cute and smiley despite the fact that you smell something "fishy", literally stinky fishy....GROSSSSSSSSSS......he doesn't utter a sound. yeeeee....dirty little fellow, my poor sis has to smell him and check on his disper every now and then to make sure that it's not full of pee or shit...hahhaaaaa....but I still love him. Cameron's a great place to chill out, great place for families. The food's really good too, especially their steamboat!!! We also went to the different farms, pluck strawberries, look at honey bees and the tea plantations. I think those ladies who are thinking of having babies, better try taking care of one first. Best model to use will be your own nephew/niece, you get a real kick when you try to get them to wear MUMMY POKO PANTS. And baby wipes!!! I have never seen so much baby wipes in my entire 27 years!!!!! All the mummies love baby wipes, I think it's the greatest invention since pacificer, my nephew can use up to once pack per day!!!!!....goodness. I was traumatised, by the fact that after having a baby. You can't never do the following: 1. wear make up 2. wear high heels 3. wear low-cut, sleeveless spaghetti-strap satin blouses 4. sleep till 4pm in the afternoon 5. go watch a movie and enjoy for the next 2 hrs 6. eat steamboat or anything else and list goes on......sigh....why do we still call them our bundle of joy??? very subjective term to use. For now, i'll just stick to a bundle of terror. |
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Emo's wedding theme was "When Amor Plays"....pretty pretty... morning look:  the big night!!! 
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so yeah ive been bored all day went and hung out with some friends at CCs a cyber cafe in almont, it was aight i got the patch from there to so i didnt have to download it here at home other then that i didnt really do anything, wow aint gunna be up for another 20 mins or so i wanna play it a lil b/c of all the new content they addes sorta excited about it i need to sign up for temporary unemployment soon so i can get some extra cash instead of the 2 days of work i do all week i also wanna talk to brian the owner of the Cyber Cafe about possibly working there that place is perty cool they got like 20 computers in which u can buy time on and play games on they got BF 2142 which im perty good at flying the hover jet  reminds me of when i wanted to be an apache helicopter pilot lol but anywhew ill update later on how i like the patch should be fun tonight 2v2 3v3 5v5 arena fighting is in this patch to where u can pick members and fight against others anywhew talk to u laters |
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sup guys been a while  its been about a year or more since ive last updates lol im sorta wanting to start keepin a blug again but i dunno not much happens with meh during this time of the year i've mainly been playing lots of world of warcraft since i have a lot of free time since all meh friends are at school.. im actually perty pumped today tomorrow wow is releasing content from the much anticipated xpansion "The Burning Crusade" i have a few high lvl chars but im more pumped for my shaman (god class) i kno i sound like i have no life and play a game all my life but u'd understand if u we're in my position all my friends play the game so hey why not have fun playing a game while chatting it up with them in the game yah kno? incase u dont kno what World of Warcraft is you can visit www.worldofwarcraft.com and read some info about it theres 7 million people world wide that play, lots of them arent hardcore gamers and some only play for 2-3 hours a day and cans till progress in the game as good as the hardcore gamers mainly because of the 40 man raids in which 40 people get together and kill shit its kinda fun especially when u get inot a vent server and get to Bullshit with people from all over the united states and other countries (mainly austrailians( crazy people they are) but yeh why im excited is because tomorrow they are gunna make the game about 20x funner and then in january they are gunna release the full expansion increasing the content of the game almost by 50% but tomorrow release means my shaman can dual wield weapons which means i can OMGWTFPWN Noobs Shaman= class that is an all around jesus class they can walk on water (not lieing) bring people back from death, Self ressurect(SP?) themselves when they die, strike people with lightining, all they cant do is make food and water from nothing (mages can do that : /) but yeah now i sound like a real geek but to be honest theres 7 million more people that talk like this :p LAWL ill try to take some screens of my characters to show yah some cool shit ill try to update as much as i can remember to but its hard when u forget -edit- some pictures  
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Last friday we celebrated emily's HEN's night at our favourite KTV pub, it was a surprise for her as she had already done it before with her other group of friends and beg us not to go thru the trouble of having another round with us. HOW CAN!?!?!??!! I've been friends with her since the longest time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eversince POLY ok???? cannot anyhow suat suat wad...it's your big day, the day all of us have been waiting for!!! (Guan wo meng pi si!) She and her hubby-to-be have been together for the longest time!!! everyone else got married before them, well this sun's marks the end of their courtship days to embark into a whole new life together as husband and wife...and you tell me to not give u a PARTY!!!!!! HOW CAN!?!??!?!?! heeee....well....it was a little little party with only the 3 of us..heee hee... me and yen bought flowers and champagne for her. Suppose to pop the bottle and everyone clap, but the bottle just refused to pop! In the end, we broke the cork!!! hahhaaaa...the waiter had to use a wine opener to take out the half-stucked cork. (sounds obscene) anyway...sista no. 4 turn up much later and join in the fun...muahahahaaa....yen's hubby's CY!!! well..here's some pics! 
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Chilly day today, I am now sitting in my cold cold office, waiting for time to pass. meeting Sandie for dinner and drinks later, it's been awhile since I last met her. She sounds great and chirpy as always, I hope she'll find her true beau soon. I want to catch the lastest Korean horror flick, 9:56 pm. hehe....title doesn't suggest any tinge of horribility though...but rumours are, it's mind CHILLING and it'll really scare u! I love horror films, thrillers and mysteries, always a big big fan. Yst I caught "The Forgotten", starring Julianne Moore and that guy from CSI:NY? Was a great movie! Had drunken prawns, DIY. haha...the soup taste horrible, think I put too much D.O.M. Thought the more the merrier mah, turns out to be really yucky. And this SUN, we'll be making Aglio Olio. lovely...love spaghetti! recently in Aglio Olio style...my beloved preferred steak. So we'll cook a little of both....slurp. Skip lunch today, as I had late breakfast. Now I am famished!!!!! Had a bar of snickers to keep me going till I meet sandie... *drum fingers* recently have been taking in a lot of freelancing jobs. I am making BIG BUCKS! hehehe.... |
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Let me shee...the last blog was written??? ................................ I can't even remember!!! darn... well, what's up with me these days? Too many buffets, too much sleep, too little work, too many MJ nights and too much booze...shit! my life's GREAT!! haha... basically in short, eat, drink and be merry! Was at MOS the wed night for my sis' birthday, they were playing retro. And not-so-nice retro tunes (comparedto ZOUK). Again, many many lao bengs and lao uncles were there! *faint* Dancing like turtles out off their shells (not sure what it means), but simply un-seenable!!!! And there was a table right next to us, with lao uncles and super hot china chicks! Think they could be hostesses from some lup sup bar, but anyway they disgust me. With their horrible dance moves and loud china accent, trying to get everyone's attention. Their age gap jolly well resemble my dad and my age, pui!!! so er xin....They were dancing, kissing, hugging and basically enjoying themselves. I pitied the poor wives and children, having to put up with these horny bastards. If I am the wife, I'll castrate him and cook his birdie in curry and sent it to that stupid china woman. MUAHAHAHAHAAAA....I am good. Sigh...that reminds me of cases where men left their wives for erxin china women. Those pitiful souls, went through thick and thin with their husbands and see what they deserve. of course, not all China women are like that. All my china students are great and fun and very polite, not like those at MOS. well, god has mercy on the poor wives and help them deal with the situations of husbands having mistresses, especially those from China. Nothing much as happened with my MJ sessions, eversince the zhi mo ta san yuan. I suspect it's an evil curse, just like if you zhi mo shi san yao, your luck will be down for a long time. EMO's wedding's coming, so exciting!!!!! keke. Don't know what to wear, been looking around and found somebut want her opinion first. Think I might be wearing boots! |
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you can skip this blog if you don't play Mahjong.... yesterday night play MJ with BC, Guoping and Ter's cousin....last round of the third round, I ZHI MO TA SAN YUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah lau eh, wanted to take a pic of it lo...but was too excited and too tired at the same time that I forgot....been thinking about it since i woke up...so exciting!!!!!!! ke ke ke...mahjong is so much fun...First time I HU TA SAN YUAN, it's very difficult becos chances of taking the double cards are already way slim, not to mention 3 of them!?!??!?! And further more I took the last BAI BAN myself...!!!! wahahahahahaaaa.....i sibeh happy....Can i play MJ full time?!?!?!? I'll be really happy lo...heeeee. Now i am going to aim for TA SI XI and SHI SAN YAO...that one even more difficult to attain...if I really kena will take pic and dedicate my entire blog to it!!! I was having so much fun that I went to look up on MJ history.....Apparently a lady invented it (DUH!) This concubine of some chinese king, was apparently very bored and created this game. She played with her maids and eventually the commoners got to know about it and help to spread the game...it was said that only the royals were allowed to play, commoners were executed if they were caught playing!!!!!!!!!! But I guess this game is so bloody addictive that many people will risk their lives playinig it!!!! hehehe... MJ is fun...ladies, please learnt can?!?!?! if not we old already don't know do what....can't possibly go for botox the whole time,yah???? |