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another LDAC entry

Jun 5th, 2008 2:03:33 am - Subscribe

Lately, I have been blogging about LDAC frequently.

Im excited about it, as much as one can be, I guess. Im just ready to get there, divorce myself from society for a while and just train to be a platoon leader. I am just hoping that my knowledge of STX lanes and land nav dont wear too thin. I am going to be going to see 2LT Grey and making sure I keep my lane knowledge fresh on my mind for when I get to LDAC. Its so important that I do well here. Im also training to be in the best shape possible. I just need to stay motivated to get the perfect score on the PT test; a 300. I think I can do it if I commit myself to training as hard as I would like to.

In other news, Obama won the Democratic nomination the other day. Hillary got beat and I am not sure what to think about it. I like Clinton and thats who I wanted to get the nod since Edwards dropped out. He was my first choice. But alas. I am going to vote for Obama solely because I am tired of Republican leadership, or lack thereof, in this nation. Bush has the lowest approval rating in American history. He has lead an unscrupulous 8 year term and I am ready for it to end, as are many Americans. I am like many Americans who will vote for Obama, not because we like him or have any faith in him, but because we are just so sick of the way things have been that anything remotely associated with change is a YES under the current circumstances. McCain is more of the same. And the United States doesnt need MORE of the same.

We just dont.

I think Obama is in a position to pick an incredible VP. Im not sure who it will be but I know the field will be great for his selection. I just hope the DNC doesnt pick who it will be. I think Obama likes Edwards and an Obama/Edwards ticket would be very good, IMO. I wouldnt be upset with an Obama/Clinton, but I think that, in a way, it is a conflict of interest. Bill and Barack dont like each other I am afraid. Oh well. SEN. Webb from VA would be an incredulous person to pick. He can go face to face with McCain and steal his war hero thunder. I dont know, it will be interesting.

We will see. cool.gif
mood: out
Music: Foo Fighters - Best of You
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wanna be where you are

Jun 3rd, 2008 4:23:16 am - Subscribe

I got to get use to all of the things you said
I got to get use to all of my things you dread
You waved your hand you said come inside
But how was I to know inside was blind
So what I don't care and you know I don't mind.
Just got to get use to all of the craziness in you

You know I just want to be, I want to be where you are
Nowhere in-between it's not what I thought it be so far
I just want to be where you are

So how could you hold me when all of the rage was there
right for me?
How could you choke me, you told me the one thing you wanted
Was me and you to clear the air
I don't mind the second place line maybe someday if you got
the time you could sit right down and tell me
How to get use to all of the crazy things you do

You know I just want to be, I want to be where you are
Nowhere in-between it's not what I thought it be so far
I just want to be where you are

All I could do to pass my time is hit the playback and rewind
All of the ways you put me aside caged me up so you would not find
The way it should be between you and me all it would take is 1 2 3
And I'd be right there right then you'd see

I want to be, I want to be where you are
Nwhere in-between it's not what I thought it be so far
I just want to be where you are
mood: perfect
Music: my acoustic guitar
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ldac 2008

Jun 2nd, 2008 6:52:21 am - Subscribe

LDAC is coming up, I ship out 16 July and will be at Fort Lewis, WA until 17 August after that, its all downhill, and in May 2009, I will be a 2LT in the United States Army.
mood: domestic
Music: stone parade
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satellite soul

May 27th, 2008 3:49:39 am - Subscribe

yesterday, me and a couple of fellow military buddies went up to our campsite where we camp and had an amazing time.

its the most amazing place ever. its on the top of one of the highest mountains here in east tennessee and we just are able to get away and have a good time. sitting under the stars, smoking cigars, drinking beer, and just talking about the military, our careers as officers, all the while, great alternative modern rock is playing from the truck. its great.

all around where we camp, satellite towers are standing. so, we had the idea to surmount one of them and i did. me and my buddy from the naval academy climbed it and i took some of the most amazing pictures i have ever seen. here are a few of them.

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the site picture underneath the navigation bar here on my blog is also a picture i took. i think it is the most amazing picture i have ever taken and it is hands-down, my favorite. it is going to be the cover of my debut record. i love satellites and they just amaze me for some reason. they are beyond explanation for me.
mood: wretched
Music: bear mccreary - something dark is coming
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open bar reception

May 27th, 2008 3:14:02 am - Subscribe

This should be a night to be remembered.
We'll remember you can be sure of that.
On and on we walk out to the crowd
I'm expected, you're expected.
No one else will know that you've been crying.
Think of where we are and who will care.
I should of hired someone who could sing just a little better
Prince controversy

I should feel we're going somewhere better
But I don't.
Why should we be anything but strangers
In clothes that we don't own?

I just realized that this has been the first time
We've seen each other's vulnerability.
Somewhere between hello and goodbye,
There is something serious that we always missed

I should feel we're going somewhere better
But I don't
Why should we be anything but strangers
In clothes that we don't own

Drifting in and out a priest is talking
Something about a body from a bone.
A thinking man said I could never be
Half as close to you as you are to me

I should feel it all leads somewhere better
But I don't
Why should we be anything but strangers
In clothes that we don't own
I should feel we'll get to some place better
But I don't
Why should we be anything but strangers
In clothes that we don't own
mood: attractive
Music: jimmy eat world
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alabama motel room

May 24th, 2008 9:22:13 pm - Subscribe

What is life if not a joke
one night she went out for smokes
and they took her apart like a ragdoll
in the back of a van
in an Alabama motel room
I have one of them tied up in the bathroom
I am down and out
but he will not get away with it again

When the night comes in
I hope I'm out of the rain
When the night comes in
she makes me whole again

I never sleep, I just watch TV
and the gun it lies next to me
whispering
in an Alabama motel room
I reflect on her sweet perfume
I am down and out
but they will not get away with it again

Say you love me
we will never get the chance again
mood: vengeful
Music: mgb
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sundowner

May 21st, 2008 11:59:13 pm - Subscribe


We Come Out When The Sun Goes Down
Living Fast In A Sad Song Town
You Kiss The Bottle Your In Trouble Now
Join The Crowd

Its All Around
Its All Around
The Things You Do
Drag You Down

Temptation Take Your Toll On Me
In A Crowded Room Your All I See
Temptation Give Me What I Need
When The Sun Goes Down

Another Drink The Forbidden Now
Seems To Be All You Think About
Look Around Your The Sinner Now
Don't You Hear The Sound

Its All Around
Its All Around
The Things You Do
Drag You Down

Temptation Take Your Toll On Me
In A Crowded Room Your All I See
Temptation Give Me What I Need
When The Sun Goes Down

Don't Know If I Can Do This Anymore
So Much For Saying Sorry
So Long To All The Good times

Temptation Take Your Toll On Me
In A Crowded Room Your All I See
Temptation Give Me What I Need
When The Sun Goes Down On Me
mood: gelatinous
Music: streetside symphony
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laws of power

May 11th, 2008 1:10:57 am - Subscribe

1. never outshine the master
2. never put too much trust in your friends, learn how to use enemies
3. conceal your intentions
4. always say less than necessary
5. so much depends on reputation - guard it with your life
6. court attention at all costs
7. get others to do the work for you, but always take the credit
8. make other people come to you - use bait if necessary
9. win through your actions, never through argument
10. infection: avoid the unhappy and unlucky
11. learn to keep people dependent on you
12. use selective honesty and generosity to disarm your victim
13. when asking for help, appeal to people's self - interest, never to their mercy or gratitude
14. pose as a friend, work as a spy
15. crush your enemy totally
16. use absence to create respect and honor
17. keep others suspended in terror: cultivate an air of unpredictability
18. do not build fortresses to protect yourself - isolation is dangerous
19. know who you are dealing with - do not offend the wrong person
20. do not commit to anyone
21. play a sucker to catch a sucker - seem dumber than your mark
22. use the surrender tactic: transform weakness into power
23. concentrate your forces
24. play the perfect courier
25. re-create yourself
26. keep your hands clean
27. play on people's need to believe to create a cult-like following
28. enter action with boldness
29. plan all the way to the end
30. make your accomplishments seem effortless
31. control the options: get others to play the cards you deal
32. play to people's fantasies
33. discover each man's thumbscrew
34. be royal in your own fashion: act like a king to be treated like one
35. master the art of timing
36. disdain things you cannot have: ignoring them is the best revenge
37. create compelling spectacles
38. think as you like but behave like others
39. stir up waters to catch fish
40. despise the free lunch
41. avoid stepping into a great man's shoes
42. strike the shepherd and the sheep will scatter
43. work on the hearts and minds of others
44. disarm and infuriate with the mirror effect
45. preach the need for change, but never reform to much at once
46. never appear too perfect
47. do not go past the mark you aimed for; in victory, learn when to stop
48. assume formlessness

mood: sinful
Music: anberlin
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falling

May 10th, 2008 5:16:19 am - Subscribe

im falling in love
mood: wishful
Music: national product
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love me

Apr 28th, 2008 2:01:59 am - Subscribe

oh the moon burns bright tonight
like a thousand staring eyes directed towards mine
bend and break with the light
as we rise one last time
so don't say that you don't care when you know that i do
write down every little thing that makes you love me
right now remember how i held you above me
and the stars that burn through our eyes
like an everlasting gaze cutting through the night
and we cry one last time
so don't say you don't care when you know that i do
don't make it unfair, girl, you know that you do
cause this may be the last love,
the last touch, the last to shine, to shine
so write down every little thing that makes you love me
right now remember how i held you above me
cause this may be the last love,
the last touch, the last to shine, to shine
every little thing
that makes you love me
write down...
mood: stormy
Music: National Product - Love Me
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