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[song of the moment:|new angel by saosin] Mar 16th, 2006 11:22:35 pm - Subscribe FENDER |
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[] Mar 15th, 2006 1:49:42 pm - Subscribe Now she knows!!! |
| Is it a mistake? i gave her the key! is this key the one that unlocks the door that leads to my demise? or could it be a key, "THE KEY"! the key that sets me apart, sets me free from not knowing. a life of uncertainity that i so long to be fulfilled by the one that i can put my trust into. it could or it could simply be a hopeful thought that throws me tumbling down a hill to the other side of the spectrum and puts me back at square one, the beginning. back to a life of unknowing! now in the winding down hours i see myself and because of the uncertain feeling i have im not sure id like to be right were i am. the door is locked but knowing she has the key is only half the problem. its what she will do with it that leaves me in a state of perpetual vulnerability. now that i have given the box that contains the key i sit and wait, not knowing what is to come. will she open the door and peer into my soul only to turn away? will she even make the effort to knock? will she open the door and gaze at the depth of what was rightfully hers all along? one will occur but which one? maybe she will peer in and see, see what has been missing all along and maybe, just maybe she'll walk through hopefully to see that life could be completely different than what it was without me. |
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[song of the moment:|"a different someone" by allele] Mar 14th, 2006 2:14:42 pm - Subscribe A great band discovered thanks to Tucker! |
| For those of you out there that enjoy rock music listen up! If you like Cold or Staind then i have a band compliments of the one and only ''meshmdz''. The name of the band is "allele". Check them out because they are rather good. The album starts out with a good rock base with songs like "fake", "a different someone", and "closer to habit". After "stitches" the album puts on the brakes and slows down a little bit for a softer type of rock similar to Cold's latest album "A different kind of pain". Songs such as "tight rope" and "immune"(my favorite) are wonderful if you are in the mood to just chill out and listen to good music. After those the album picks back up and ends with a few faster songs. The album is great! peace |
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[] Mar 13th, 2006 8:16:24 pm - Subscribe And what about time? |
| Supposedly time heals all things.....personally i think that whoever made that statement should be beaten in drag and whipped with a cat of nine tails. Time may mend but it doesnt heal. When things are mended they are more easily broken. Life isnt supposed to be easy....thats why as a sapiens of the homo genus, we work at life or your perception of what you as a reader would call life. Life is a gift so whatever your doing make the most of it. If you play sports then win, if you read then comprehend, and if you love then love like there wont be a next time, because there may not. Life starts in a quick inhale and ends in a slow exhale, so if your mad get over it and if your happy dont take it for granted because just as easily as you became happy, you can easily become upset. What is given can also be taken away. With that said as time inevitably moves on, we as humans tend to not remember. That doesnt mean we forget. Most of the time we simply neglect to remember. But if you have learned a significant lesson then chances are you wont forget and if u do then some how, some way you will be enlightened once again that life doesnt stop nor does emotion. So if you plan to let down the wall you feel protects you then remember! Remember that when you share with someone your most unvieled emotions and or feelings; you give them a key. The key to your inner vulnerability. With this they have the option and or power to be a dictator of your emotinal stability, therefore, CHOOSE WISELY!!!! |
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[song of the moment:|northmont] Mar 13th, 2006 2:45:14 pm - Subscribe blah |
here is a picture i found on the net that reminds me of how bad terrorism is "Hero" by Northmont |
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