sighs.
i knew going online was the wrong thing to do. i miss my fav boy
i won't be seeing his big big big big eyes anymore. i won't be seeing him hiding in a 'corner' and pretending to be a monster. i won't be hearing him saying 'one... two... three... four...'. i won't be hearing him reading books anymore. my other fav boy too! i miss him in my arms. i miss him whining to me. i miss assisting him in wearing his pants. i miss the touch of his hand on my cheek. and my fav girl! i miss her hugging me from behind. i miss her coming up to me when i enter from bay2 during lunch hours. OH DEAR.but despite all those i miss, i'm not going to have kids. it takes way too much commitment. at least for now. i'm reconsidering having kids at 25. prob 35 or 45. HAHA.