guanguans Aeonity Blog

hi, i moved

Mon, 11 Jan 2010 19:09:38 -0600

a loong time ago. oops. guanny[dot]livejournal[dot]com... Read More

fantasize

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 23:56:53 -0600

i tend to dream about the impossible - fairytales, alternate reality worlds where i can solve every problem without fail without the need to cry without feeling weak without feeling alienated where, i have friends whom i can run to their houses as and when i want and busy doesn't get in the way. and please don't forget that i dreamt t... Read More

medicine for mood swing

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 00:32:38 -0500

i wish i could consume such stuff. every time i burst into a mood swing that comes very often and idles for a substantial amount of time (ie. 1 day) before leaving, i'll end up doing NOTHING. literally NOTHING. probably sure that no one believes since i'm supposed to be a mugger. but i end up playing, sleeping, dreaming the whole day. and ... Read More

i think he likes someone

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 03:58:34 -0500

it's very sad :( plus, i'm totally drained out :( school has sapped 101% of my energy. i want to do so many things but i can't seem to bring myself to do anything at all even though i had the time to do so. mom's incessant nagging at every thing is making life annoying. and i nearly snapped at her more than once :( but i'm too haughty to apol... Read More

The scariest thing

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 02:32:04 -0500

is when there is someone who can see through you. Who sees you exactly for who you are. Who is able to look at you straight in the eye and point out to you, in a gentle manner, what sort of person you are. Who sees the side of you whom you're unwilling to admit. Who's trying to nudge you along to understand yourself more. But I'm unw... Read More

i am so

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 05:50:00 -0500

scared. sighs. i knew going online was the wrong thing to do. i miss my fav boy :( i won't be seeing his big big big big eyes anymore. i won't be seeing him hiding in a 'corner' and pretending to be a monster. i won't be hearing him saying 'one... two... three... four...'. i won't be hearing him reading books anymore. my other fav boy too! :(... Read More

single dingle tingle

Thu, 30 Apr 2009 15:45:26 -0500

i'm afraid of guys who are too initiative :( MEH. GO AWAYYYYYY!... Read More

GDI

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 17:29:34 -0500

i lost 16 friends. and 1 sister. shitty? is there something wrong with being honest? it's the subtle form of hurt that destroys everything. that makes you conscious of small details. that wears you out. something which an apology doesn't mend. saying sorry doesn't change anything. i've said sorry too. but i know things can't go back to what t... Read More

W-E-I-R-D

Mon, 13 Apr 2009 22:08:23 -0500

tmr's exam. and i feel RELAXED and i'm reading novels and playing computer games. something's wrong. terribly wrong. when did i ever get so egoistic over my studies? :< god bless me. amen.... Read More

who wants to support me, FOR LIFE

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 21:36:26 -0500

there. the title says it all.... Read More