Happy to be blind...
Date: Oct 2nd, 2008 7:09:55 am - Subscribe
Mood: blind
She called few minutes back... we talked... I was scared to open up my mouth coz I thought she might be angry... she might be totally indifferent, but what happened was opposite of it. She was happy, wanted to talk, infact loved... I feel confused now, its not confusion rather a mixed feeling.
What does happen to her normally... I mean how can a person make you feel so important the very next day when she made you feel unwanted???? She switched off her cell today while driving... nice thing, but could have atleast msged that she will be late... but I do not have any complaints coz i felt wanted... a bit.. but yes i did.
She might change tomorrow but for now I am happy and wanted her to know that I am happy, very happy... cant we share few moments everyday??? People die for love and I have so much to give but she is not ready to take all of it... still like I said, I cant stop loving her, she is too good to be at receiving end... I am happy to be blind and do not want to look at all that happened.. lets give it another chance:-) like always and for you always...
God help me get through this, its just the time and situation that is not favoring us... I know that... help us sustain.
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