guptakapils Aeonity Blog

m gone... over...

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:30:18 -0500

she has changed!! Completelly... she wont let even single day pass wheb she wont hurt me... I miss the one I loved so much... now all I do is wait for that girl whom I loved. This one... she is not mine.... I wont be hers... I'll wait for my buddu not this girl. Till then this blog is closed coz now I dont have anything to feel or say... ... Read More

Happy to be blind...

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 07:09:55 -0500

She called few minutes back... we talked... I was scared to open up my mouth coz I thought she might be angry... she might be totally indifferent, but what happened was opposite of it. She was happy, wanted to talk, infact loved... I feel confused now, its not confusion rather a mixed feeling. What does happen to her normally... I mean how can a p... Read More

Cloud#9

Thu, 31 May 2007 08:09:13 -0500

I am on cloud#9 today... there are too many things that are happening good now! I am happy that my hun got through with her exams with flyin colors. She will be relaxed now.. After longtime seems that the ordeal at home is about to end... or rather cease to exist after sometime... At work things are shaping up good. Have to meet couple of new co... Read More

MATRIX -- REALITY or REELITY

Wed, 02 May 2007 16:56:22 -0500

Alrite, its gonna be kinda odd and a long one! Ever since I was a teen, I had been a tech freak. I mean talk about gadget, technology, protocols, anything and everything. And this whole weird inclination have made few changes in my lifestyle: 1. Technology replaces the manpower 2. Technology wont exhaust or get tired 3. Technology wont really... Read More

Is subject necessary???????

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 18:47:46 -0500

Its 5am.. I am still up, dunno why. Thought I would sleep for sometime atleast... but I guess my mind wont let me do that. It keeps discussing something or the other with my heart... hell lotta things. I hate this feeling, I wanna sleep, I am sleepy but still I cant sleep. WHY? I keep thinking things for no reason. Was thinking about my sugar, my... Read More

Justifying inflated EGO

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 02:41:35 -0500

Life is about understanding -- we all say that. But how many times do we actually follow that? I mean at times we become so unreasonable that we demand things that seems to be so unpractical. It has happened with everyone of us and will happen always! Be it parents, frens, life partner or who so ever. We want everything the way we want. It happen... Read More

Herbie

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:35:10 -0600

Thought I will put a whole separate entry for this -- well deserved, you will come to know soon. Herbie, is a 63 bug (Movie Character) dumped in the Junkyard by some racer. And now this gal (Lindsay Lohan) buys this car for 75. Now best part, this car has feelings. I know it is quite stupid but at times it just feels so damn right - isnt it? I mea... Read More

Back Again!

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:22:38 -0600

Its been real long and like always I could not keep up with my promise that I will write and stuff.. finally, she insisted that I should get back and write some. Well, life has been hectic a bit -- honestly, I like it a bit; I mean who will want to be doing nothing . I met her after a real long time and trust me she was looking even more gorgeous... Read More

'Trust'

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 05:56:57 -0500

Such a small word but still such a big of a feeling in it. When we say Trust, we dont mean anything but just that we truly rely on someone.. is it? Or is it just that we say it to hide the insecurities that we keep hanging around with... or just for the sake of making someone comfortable???? But to me it is nothing but love. If you love someone so ... Read More

Miserable

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 15:03:10 -0500

Its been long I had been checking on my life. Its not going in the right direction. I truly feel it!! Whatever I do the thing turns out to be bad for someone... Lately I had been trying my best to be good to everyone spcly mom and my sweetheart. Dunno what I did wrong but its all screwed up...feels like hell. If I cant be good enough then why the ... Read More