Is subject necessary???????
Date: Apr 29th, 2007 6:47:46 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sleepy
Its 5am.. I am still up, dunno why. Thought I would sleep for sometime atleast... but I guess my mind wont let me do that. It keeps discussing something or the other with my heart... hell lotta things.
I hate this feeling, I wanna sleep, I am sleepy but still I cant sleep. WHY?
I keep thinking things for no reason. Was thinking about my sugar, my huney. She is sleeping at the moment. She ll get up at 7 and will again sleep; she will again get up at 7.30 rushing through things... eating half breakfast, doing two things together etc etc. And she gonna leave at 8am...finally at around 11 gonna message "Baby you up?" and probably I will be sleeping at that time.. well I have no idea!!!
Then she ll keep messaging something or the other asking bout my health, whether I had breakfast, lunch etc etc. In evening she ll message "where r u" and will be pissed off that I am in office despite of the fact that I am not well. She ll frown and wont talk...she ll pretend like that but deep inside she ll be waiting for me to come home and make my darling... then she gonna spend time with her mom and gonna call me after that. We ll hve few arguments and then I ll kiss her lot many times over the phone...she ll be happy a bit.. bt yeah she would have read this blog by then so she ll try pretending things :-) haha. AFter dinner, gonna call me and scold me that I did not call her. Minutes later gonna say "Baby, Baby..." and I ll complete the thing" Baby I am tired, can I sleep for sometime.." without even knowing that I will keep staring at her pic for a while now.. she looks amazin in RED! Then next day..next and next...still next...friday then and we ll talk for sometime in nite..she ll sleep since she ll be tired and saturday she ll be with me for a while... then again a new week and the same thing!!!!
I kinda hate this and kinda love it. Mixed n confusing yeah? Yes for me too. Might be that I love her so much that I cant let go her...i cant just be without her...bt at the same time I do understand that she gets tired a bit earlier and that she LOVES SLEEPING... so I guess I have accepted my baby like this only and love is grwing day by day....
Well now I guess I ll sleep for sometime...not sure though!!!
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