last entry ever
Date: Jul 15th, 2005 1:50:40 pm - Subscribe
Mood: T/O\'d
Question of the moment:: Why did you change the domain name? That\'s gay.
the new domain name is bullshit. i loved emo blog. even though it had nothing to do with the lifestyle it was awesome. i dont even know what aeonity means... its gay. congrats ex emo blog, u just lost a user.
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My heart is breaking.
Date: Jul 11th, 2005 7:21:03 pm - Subscribe
Mood: broken
Question of the moment:: Does he realize he breaks my heart?
fuck people
Today was a good day I suppose up until I saw tom. I love him. I honestly do but hes breaking it and I'm sick and tired of always dealing with him when he smokes. I'm emotionaly weak and I can;t take much more. He was so different yesterday. He was sweet. He kissed me on the cheak and actually showed that he cared about me. Today, was the tom I don;t like that comes out when he smokes. Maybe this is the real tom and the other one is the fraud. I don't know what to do anymore. I got him back and now I'm sad and broken to pieces over the way hes acting. Every puff of that cigarette is a pice of my heart breaking. He's tried to quit several times and I just don;t know what to do. No one understands probably. They probably think he's a jerk. They're probably thinking *oh heathers in love with a jerk that smokes.* I love him but today he brought out the bad side of him. I never see it when it's just me and him. Never. I just wish he wouldn't smoke. I got him back but I can't let him go. If I was to let him go then I would be lonlier than I'll ever be. I truly believe that me and him were meant for each other. I wish I could just talk to him right now and tell him, *I love you and I want the best for you, I don't like you smoking. It truly rips me apart inside when you do. I know I have my bad habbits too, but I'll give all of those up if you would just quit. I'd do anything for you because I love you.* Even if it's just on the phone, I need to talk to him. It's helped before and now it's a needed thing. 
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I don\'t feel good.
Date: Jul 11th, 2005 11:03:04 am - Subscribe
Mood: dead
Question of the moment:: Why do I still have a headache?
The force is with me
I don't feel good so this will be a no effort kind of blog. nahhh I'll prolly put a pic in it and add some color. I cleaned out some of my hard drive today. I got rid of limewire cuz I honestly hated it. I got over 200 songs so I'm good until I get a bigger hdd. I have a few gigz left. I realized that I'm kind of sad about missing florida. I was looking forward to getting out of this state and going somewhere where I don't have to worry and I can be myself. Well I can be myself her too but it's not as fun. I took two pills to make my headache go away and now my stomach hurts. I think that I;m getting sick or something. The lack of sleep is probably messing up my entire body. The other day I slept until 4:30 in the afternoon. I wonder if I will have plans today. Amanda said that we should go to the battle grounds today so I'll just wait until she gets online. Me and tom are going to get sushi one day. I still havent told him that I'm not going to florida so he probably thinks that I'm gone. I'm not sure if I like suchi. I had it once, plain and I thought it tasted kind of boring, like i had no taste or something. I wanna get the fuck out of my house. I still need to take a shower too. I took so many random pictures today. I took out a box of colored pencils and took tons of pictures. I should probably get picasa back on my computer so I can tint the colored pencil picture black and white. Screw colors, They're gay. I used to know this kid and his goal in life was to discover a new color. Not like a mixture of other colors, but a completely new color. It's kind of impossible because all of the colors are already on the spectrum. What if there was a new color though? What would it look like? Yeh, I'm wierd. My speakers on my computer are going. I wrecked a pair of speakers so now when they play certain rock songs they crackle and stuff. I want to go to sleep but I can't and it'd be a waste of a good day. Well I'll post back later. I'll find a pic and put it in here. Btw if you confused about the pic, It's a pic of me in my pajamas with yodas lightsaber. Sexy, I know.
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Still freaking bored and awake.
Date: Jul 11th, 2005 6:28:49 am - Subscribe
Mood: addicted
Well I've gotten interested in some basic coding for the colors, pics, and font junk but I still don't even want to attempt to examine and figure out the script for my background. So for now I'l just use the boring site ones. I still can;t figure out how to put in the dumb boring smilies either. This is my thrid blog entry today and It's only 7:16. As I said before the clock on my blog is set to the central time zone and I'm too lazy to change it. My mom is pissed at me cuz I stayed up all night. Big fucking deal. She's blaming it on the DSL again. I swear that if she takes away the DSL I'll seriously hate her forever cuz me staying up late and crap has nothing to do with the stupid DSL. She's ruined my life enough this summer, I think she should just shutup and stop bothering me. She's probably still mad that I didn't make the national honor society but I don't care. She expects to much of me and it's pissing me off. Well enough about that. It feels kinda nice to be up this early. It's nice and cool and it'd be perfect to play tennis in but unfortunatly my tennis buddy got a second job and has no time to play tennis with me anymore. Oh well. I've been searching for a new tennis buddy and I'm not sure If I'll ever find a new one. Maybe it's the weather cuz I've been getting headaches all day and every day. They hurt too. I'm too dumb to take aspirin so I just sit there in pain and complain.
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I decided I didn\'t need sleep.
Date: Jul 11th, 2005 6:03:32 am - Subscribe
Mood: hyperactive
Question of the moment:: Why am I not I tired?
BUNNYS!!!!
Well it's official, my first all nighter of the summer. I guess it was the 3 mountain dews I drank today cuz I just couldn't get to sleep. This is also my second blog of the day. I played with my dog which I haven't done in forever since I don't like my dog. He eats my sandels. A lot. Well I'm probably going to inculde another pic of something cuz I'm super bored and crap. I hope not getting any sleep doesnt throw off my coordination for the battle grounds. Lol. I'll be playing DOD and all of a sudden I'll fall asleep. I think I just may be addicted to this blog thing. It's going to be like amanda and her MySpace addiction. Maybe worse! I've told her I could help her... all i need is her username and pasword and I could delete her account. lol 
. Well anways I'm going to probably post like 3 blogs today so expect the third one later on today or maybe even in the next hour or two. Yes I am truly addicted. I want to see my number of posting be really high. Later.
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I\'m bored
Date: Jul 11th, 2005 12:53:58 am - Subscribe
Mood: Bored
Well I'm pretty bored right now. The time is wrong on my blog but oh well i'll fix it one day. I learned a bit of BB coding so I can include pics and change the colors and crap. I think I'll include a pic of myself in this one. I can't wait until football season starts! I'm gonna watch every game. I hope that this year the greenbay packers go to the superbowl cuz if they don't I'll prolly cry. Last year they were so close, at least I think it was last year. Maybe it was the year before last year. I dont know but they got knocked out of the playoffs by the eagles. Stupid eagles! 
Wtf, I was just watching TV and saw a cover for an oh shit handle. Wow now you can have a cover that you carry around with you for an oh shit handle all the time. Call now and get a free crrying case! People are so dumb, do you think anyone will even buy this thing? Wow now in tuxedo black and racing stripes! Who the fuck cares? I don't. This blog might at well be the randomest blog on earth cuz basically all I've been talking about was random shit. Well I might include one more pic or sumthin, I'm not sure yet. Ehh I did enough. I'll make another entry later. Wahh my headband broke. Now I'm sad. It was my favorite headband. 
Ok now I'm done.
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Wow I just made a bloggy boo
Date: Jul 10th, 2005 10:48:19 pm - Subscribe
Mood: lovestruck
OMG! This is gonna be so much fun. I've always wanted to have a cool blog. I might need to learn some coding and crap though. Today Tom came over. Me and him are going back out again. I'm so happy! He's so hot and he's so cute when he smiles! today I found out my trip to florida was cancelled cuz of hurricane dennis. It's okay though. I'll have just as much fun here as I would have had in the rain. Today I was in my room with tom and my grandmother walked in. Nothing bad was happening or anything but she started yelling and told me to sit in my computer chair and that both of us shouldn't be on my bed together. Oops on my part. Lol i didnt even know she was there. All of a sudden i heardm, WHAT ARE YOU KIDS DOING! and i was like fuck! Tom started laughing, lol he's so carefree. Thankgod she agreed not to tell my mom otherwise I'd be screwed to the max. I became unlazy and learned some BB coding so yay go me. L8ER!
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