hardices Aeonity Blog

awesome

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 01:28:34 -0500

I just... broke up with Jimmy cuz... well hes never around n shit... and cuz we fight when he IS around and I dont like it. Well... I was then single for exactly 24 minutes and 44 seconds (yay timestamp). After all the shit with Ben and all the other...crap in my life, I think I deserve someone who makes me happy. Jimmy did at one time but... wha... Read More

Fucked

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 23:59:40 -0500

Ben...once again... totally fucked me over. He told me we're gonna get back together and then begged his ex to take him back.. thats so gay. My hearts broken again, I dunno why I let him do this to me constantly, I guess its cuz I'm a retard. I'm gonna try to get over Ben, it's gonna be SO hard but i'm gonna try. Jimmy has vanished... he's gone... Read More

Oink

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 14:49:52 -0500

Today, I had a nice chat with Bens ex... the one that I hate. Ben doesnt know yet... I dunno if I wanna be around when he finds out I talked to her.. oink. The missionaries are coming today at 6, I'm happy. They're really kickass not to mention hot :D I cant wait til Ben is mine... I love him so much it's not funny, Jimmy and I arent working out... Read More

Happiness

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 22:02:07 -0500

Happiness is something that I think can't really be 100% felt in this world of hatred and... all that bs. Happiness is a complete state of bliss and contentment, things this world can never and will never fully know or understand. AAAnyway, back to my life: It. Isnt. Really. Going. That. Bad. I'm a lil sad on the inside right now, who isnt? ... Read More

Sad... a lot sad.

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 23:56:43 -0500

GOD! I'm cryyyying right now so bad like my face hurts... I want Ben so fucking bad that its more than insane, its unhealthy.. and what's his reaction? HE DOESNT CARE :cry Why do I put myself through this?! Because I love him and I'd chew my arm off to have him back... I dont even have a friend I can talk to... Im really about to lose it. I nee... Read More

fun fun

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 23:11:20 -0500

Ben and I play RuneScape together a looottt right now and it;s so fun. He protects me like I'm his lil lady on there, its cute. I love that game, it's annoying a lot of the time but really it's ok. Jimmy and I are at odds... what do you expect from a couple that barely exists. Ben said his gf broke up with him and my pulse skyrocketed... to the... Read More

popper

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 16:30:51 -0500

Jalapeno poppers are the best. :D So, today I fought with mom again... wasnt as horrible as the times before but I did almost get kicked out again. I got a new obsession - Rune Scape. Yep, its pretty cool... but it pisses me off at times. [(www.runescape.com)] What else? Nothing really... I miss Jimmy but... Read More

illlllusion

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 10:47:05 -0500

My life... right now... is like im watching a movie. I'm not even a part of it mentally, but i sure as hell am a part of it the rest of the way. Ben, you know the one i refuse to tell you the background on, well, he's my ex and we were together 5 months and all that wonderful stuff and i broke up with him and i been sufering ever since. BAM end of ... Read More

bla

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 11:32:18 -0500

Well, the kitten is getting better, I think. Theres no more goopy green stuff comin out of his eyes, but his eyes are always really really watery. He's the sweetest lil baby in the world... he's fuzzy and kinda peachy colored... really cute. My hand is swelled up like a stinking baseball... I got real smart and hit a slate of glass with my fist...... Read More

Kitty

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 00:01:11 -0500

I sorta hate for my first entry to be a sad one but I guess it's going to be. We got some orphaned kittens today... and one's got some really bad eye problem. I don't know what it is but whatever it is it looks really painful and sad on that poor little kitten. :( I haven't talked to my *wonderful* boyfriend in like a week. I see this as a kinda... Read More