wow today was boring
so it turns out my math teacher didn't do drugs. it was funny
...or well...so he says he never did drugs...
okay well megan has been acting really weird lately...like she doesn't ever wanna hang out with me...or talk to me that much anymore...its crazy
ooh and then theres mikey...it seems like hes just completely avoiding me. we had sort of this argument thing i duno i cried non stop while it was going on..i couldn't stand it....
now its time to listen to some dashboard confessional and sleep...
i had a dream about mikey. that he text me like 10 times apologizing for 'avoiding' me and stuff.
when i woke up ironically there was a text from him apologizing...saying he wasn't avoiding me he was just really tired and blah blah blah.
i avoided his phone call...i know completely mean but i cant help it...i have a problem with confrontation...and i know him. he will ask about the e-mail i sent him and thats not something i want him to do....
i'm calling him later....not exactly knowing what i'm getting myself into...ehh
we had school today...no snow day for us...it was boring we did nothing. we read shakespear in english. that was about the only exciting thing about my day...
megan talked to me a lot more today...i was glad...since how she never talks to me hardly ever anymore since we're not allowed to hang out anymore because my parents thinks she does drugs.
she doesn't. shes only tried them 3 or 4 times...and bought 80 bucks worth...but that doesn't mean shes a druggie right? she flushed it all down the toilet..didn't smoke any of it...and she hasn't done it since one of our so called friends moved away...i'm glad
hmm i stayed with amanda last night....a 'stoner'...or so she says. i have yet to see the proof...nor would i want to. i hope shes not.
i cut my hair yesterday...its pretty rad...though it is going to take me some time to get used to. i haven't had bangs in a couple of years. and its really short. i need to trim my bangs though..i didn't cut them short enough and they kinda bug me...
mikey called me friday...first time i've talked to him in a week... surprisingly he didn't talk about the e-mail.
he called last night at amandas....my phone went dead...and i forgot to bring my charger over with me...i was sooo ticked off. and now i don't have any more minutes on my phone...its one of those retardo pre paid ones. and of course i'm not quite old enough to get a job unitl october sooo no money for me oh well...
i was supposed to call megan...to see if she wanted to do something...but i slacked off because i know theres no point in calling her and trying to do something when i already know my parents are going to say no. and i'm not going to be the rebel kid and try and sneak around and do that stuff...i tried that when i was younger...didn't quite work out.
ehhh...we had these weird chicago hot dogs last night...you must aquire a taste for it. it was okay. take the pickle out and it would be good but nooo you have to eat it with the pickle...eh
...does anyone know ANY good books?... real deep emotional type books. i'm in a God awful mood to read and its bugging me sooo bad
umm yea gosh school is so boring. i hate it all....ehh and i have so much homework to do its not even funny.
i went to the basketball game last night...i'm with the jazz band eh its not as bad as you think. i actually have a lot of fun. except everyone was being mean to me last night...this ten year old was like 'loser loser double loser' it was funny but still.
ehh. i made a new friend..brittany shes a senior and pretty damn cool. shes into the same music as me and i hate to mention this but she dates some pretty hott guys.
ehh we had to listen to kenny chesny in gym today while we did our pilates...not much fun. only cuz brittany forgot her dashboard cd.
my friend asked me what i would do if she got pregnant... i told her i would cry and that i wouldn't want anything like that to happen....but that i would still support her if she were ever to get pregnant. her boyfriend is a total sleaze...ehh none of us like him. i swear hes using her to get some but..eh yuck. i need to get that thought out of my head.
this mentally retarded boy started hitting on megan today. it was totally funny. hes nice everyone talks to him and stuff. nothing wrong with him its just everytime she would lean up you could always see him look at her ass. heh funny stuff.
well i'm gonna go do homework....i'll talk to ya'll laters